The Story of my secret gay relationship

My name is V. This is the beginning of my story. It’s about a secret gay relationship I had as a youth into early adulthood.

This is my story of me, V, and my friend, J. When we were kids we were secretly in a relationship together that no one knew about. On the outside we just looked like two best friends that did everything together. Behind closed doors we were much closer than anyone could’ve imagined.

What started out as curiosity and hormones slowly turned into love. This story is long. It is not without mistakes and shame. However, looking back at it now that I’m in my 40’s, it was really beautiful.

J moved to my neighborhood when he was 8 and I was 7. His parents had just gotten divorced and he lived with his dad now. See, J’s dad was gay. Very gay. I never heard for sure but I can only assume that was the cause of the divorce.

J and his dad moved into the apartment next door to me and my mom and the two of us hit it off immediately. Despite being a year older, J had gotten held back a year and was in the same class as me. We walked to and from school together. We played together after school. We slept over at each other’s place almost every weekend. We were instantly inseparable.

The first time anything sexual ever happened between us was when I was 12 and J, 13. We had just woke up and we were hiding under the covers for some reason. Over the years we had hundreds of not thousands of sleepovers and ever single one of them, we slept in the same bed in our underwear at first but as we got into our teens, we always slept naked together.

J was telling me a story about a girl he had a schoolboy crush on and how the foiled around the last time he had visited his mom. Of course the story was complete bullshit but my 12 year old mind wasn’t as perceptive as it is now. J mentioned that they held hands at first, which he then held mine to show me how they did it. Then they played the ever so popular game of “I’ll show you mine, if you show me yours.” J then proceeded to pull out his penis which was erect. He told me she held it and rubbed it and then he asked me if I wanted to try it. I was incredibly scared because the truth was, I did want to try. My dick was rock hard as well!

J reached out and grabbed my hand again and placed it on his erect penis. I offered no resistance. As I held it in my hand I could barely breathe I was so nervous.

“Wanna run each other’s dicks?” J asked as I laid there holding his

I nodded in agreement trying to keep my excitement to a minimum. I had only recently discovered masturbation and I couldn’t get enough of it. I had found a Penthouse magazine at my uncle’s house and stole it from him and couldn’t stop jacking off.

Remaining under the covers, J and I quickly pulled our underwear off. We laid side by side on our backs with our cocks standing straight up. He grabbed mine first and I followed his lead by grabbing his. We both slowly started to stroke each other. Soon our feet began to rub against each other followed by our legs. It was quite the turn on.

J let go of my erection and rolled towards me. Once again I followed his lead and turned towards him. We were almost nose to nose now.

“Wanna French kiss?” J asked

I had never kissed anyone at that point and was eager to get that milestone off my list.

“Mhmm.” I whispered

J inched his body as close to mine as he could and our legs became entangled. He put his arm over me and pulled me even closer. Our erections rubbed together as we sandwiched them between our stomachs. J opened his mouth and slid his tongue inside my mouth. Not that French kissing is all that complicated but I instantly felt a connection there.

“How was that?” J asked after just a second or two of kissing

“I liked it.” I answered

J slid his tongue back in my mouth and we began making out. We were completely naked! It was the closest thing either of us had ever had to sex! Our hands slowly began exploring each other’s bodies.

Now is a good time to explain… J is black and was always a very athletic guy. At 13 he was slim and beginning to develop his muscles. I on the other hand am white and overweight. Something that still plagues me into my 40’s.

As our hands continued to explore each other my mind couldn’t be slowed down. Rubbing my hands all over his body and feeling his hands squeezing my butt, coupled with our tongues swirling around each other, I lost control. I ejaculated all over our stomachs making a very sticky mess. J didn’t seem to mind as he kept going.

J’s hand moved from my butt cheek to my chest. He began to grope me and play with my nipple. It tickled and at the time I wasn’t crazy about it. I have since changed my feelings about it but we’ll get to that eventually..

“Can I cum on your boobs?” J asked

“What?” Not knowing what he meant

“I saw a porno where a guy shot his cum on a girls boobs.” He explained

I was definitely a pudgy kid and had myself a nice pair of boy boobs. I reluctantly agreed to let him finish on my chest however.

J quickly sat up and got into position. I got a Quick Look at the small smeared batch of cum I produced on his pelvis. J started stroking his penis and within seconds a few small spurts of cum trickled onto my chest. What I thought was kind of weird at first I found kind of hot watching him do it.

J and I quickly cleaned ourselves up and crawled back under the blankets. Still naked we talked and laughed like nothing happened. Finally I had to say something.

“I liked that.” I whispered

“Me too. Wanna do it again?”

“Yes!” I blurted out immediately covering my mouth and laughing a bit.

J once again inched closer to me and again our leg entwined we began to make out. After a minute or so of kissing, J, climbed on top of me in a missionary like position. I had no clue what was going on so I just did whatever he wanted to do. He got between my legs and positioned his penis next to mine and began humping and rubbing against me. He continued to kiss me.

“Squeeze my butt.” He urged me as he continued to grind on me

I grabbed a handful of both of his butt cheeks.

“I’m gonna cum again.” He whispered in my ear.

“Ok.” Is the best thing I could come up with.

J’s body started to shake a bit and he let out a quiet grunt. As he sat up I reached down and felt a small wet sticky patch of cum on my stomach.

“Did you like that?” J asked

“I guess. I don’t really know what to do.” I confessed

J and I finally got dressed and he went over to his place for a moment and came back with a small bag. He pulled out a VHS tape and handed it to me.

“Watch this. It’ll give you tons of ideas.” He said

It was a porno tape that he had stolen from his mom’s new boyfriend. It was 4 hours long and it did give me a ton of ideas…

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