I raped my son
This has weighed on me for 25 years
I was 25 my husband was 30. We got into a fight before he left for work. I was immature and spoiled. I had not kids yet. I got pregnant shortly after this incident. My husband had a son before we were married.
We had been married since I was 18. 7 years.
My step son was 12 then when I did it.
My husband left for work. We had a real bad argument about
Money. I was fighting mad and thought I was always right back then. In reality looking back I was a spoiled brat.
Shortly after my husband left my son got home from school. I know he is my stepson but I was the only mom he knew since I married his dad .
He was cute about my height at time I was 5’2”.
When I saw him I took the fight I had with his dad out on him.
He was a mouthy at that age.
So he got angry and went to his room. I had been drinking wine before he got home to calm down and it was not working
I went to his room and was going to yell at him some more but when I opened his door he was in his underwear changing cloths. He said get out. This hit me wrong. No you bastard. This is my house and I pushed him. Causing him to fall back on bed. This triggered something in me I still don’t recognize to this day.
I told him to lay still. I quickly got undressed and got on my knees pull this underwear down and started sucky him.
He pushed at me said mom stop it. I look up at him if you know what’s good for you you will lay still.
I must of scared him.
Looks back it scares me. How out of control I was.
I sucked hi and he got hard pretty quickly and I pounced on him he didn’t say a word just looked up at me.
I remember saying some horrible stuff to him.
I remember holding his arms down riding him and telling him how worthless he was and his dad. I would order him to raise his hips. Then the aroused state I was getting in I started talking dirty to him. Telling his how his cock felt good.
Fuck me fuck my pussy. I rolled over off him . He took to long I had to jerk him on me raised my legs up and pulled him into me. He got the hint and fucked me and I was on edge of coming and he stopped. I remember saying get on your back you worthless shit. And I got on him aggressively fucking him.
And I orgasmed. It died down and a second wave and a 3rd.
When it finally subsided I fell on him crying and exhausted. Too much stress and I went out of my mind. The orgasm brought me back.
And I kept telling him I was sorry over and over.
He kept looking at me naked and I didn’t realize how far I had actually went. I hugged him and we lay on bed he kept assuring me it was okay he understood. I didn’t know what came over me. And we were still hugging naked on his bed.
And in my hysterical state didn’t realize it till after he had started but he had got back on me and was fucking me again. I said we can’t stop we can’t and he kept fucking me.
I was exhausted and had no strength and he was really getting into now I just stop begging him to stop and look at him and it was like two different minds I felt my pussy tightened up gripping his cock tighter and tighter and he moaned out and I came also cause me to tremble my muscles had nothing left. He collapsed on me and I said do you come in me.
He pulled out quickly. I’m sorry . It’s too late now I think.
The first type times you were on top so I thought it was okay.
You came then also?
Yes I’m sorry mom. No don’t be I said still trying to get a grip on myself. I watch him get up and his cock was still hard.
I try and get up but my legs felt like jelly.
It took me 20 more minutes to get enough strength to stand.
I felt so bad. It wasn’t like me. I saw a therapist and he explained it wasn’t my fault exactly.
It was timing. It was right before my period and my hormones were upside down and your emotions triggered a physiological break and your sexual instincts lust took over when you saw him in his underwear. I disco o from reality into a fantasy. I fantasy I had to admit I had had when I masturbated but never had any play on doing.
I remember everything like it was recorded to the point of every intake of breath or how he was looking at me.
Thinking back I knew he had came. And told him to give me that seed.
This out of control still has me in ptsd today.
I worry it will happen again. The Dr. Said it could.
I masturbate every day since to try to control it.
Who would be next? My grandsons?
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Sure why not? Go for you r grandsons when they’re old enugh abotu 12 or 13
Me me,sounds fun..take my cock.
As he gets older he’ll think of this as the hottest thing in his life. Dont be surprized if he wants more.
If you want closure, talk to him when he’s older. You’ll both get it off your chest and maybe find a strong bond to accept it.
PS: Just remember he might do it to you as his hormones go crazy at puberty.
I grew up being used by my mom and aunt. It went on well into my late 30s.
I thought it was pretty awesome and miss it.
My aunt does that to me whenever she comes over. I’m used to it now but at first I thought it was weird. She said a friend wanted to try too but she still hasn’t brought anyone
Dated a single mom with a 3 yr old boy that she would jerk off to dry orgasm to get him to sleep at night sometimes. She claimed her mom did it to her brothers when they were younger and even showed her how to do it to her son. I thought it was insane but I really do not think this was done in any ill intent and I never told anybody.
The amount of times a mother molest her own son when they were little in one form or another goes unreported mostly. Need to take another poll. But most guys don’t remember it. Mainly cause they were too young or mom
Cowgirl them with her y shirt on and she didn’t let them see her naked. The sight is what burns into the memory.
I can remember bits and pieces.
I really didn’t know or realize she was riding me on bathroom floor before my bath. I remember her saying I was a good boy.
I’m so sorry that happened to you :(, I’m so proud of you for still fighting. I was also molested, I was only a few months old when it started, I hope you’re doing the best you can right now. God bless you