I’m not a terrible mother, am I?

I finally found a way to get my autistic son to go to sleep, by pleasuring his young cock.

I love my 11 year old son, Jamie, he has autism but I don’t see that as a disability or something to be ashamed of, it’s part of him, it’s who he is, and I love him all the same.

The problem is for nearly a year his autism has got a bit worse and he’s always full of energy at night time, he’s abusive, irritating, yells and screams all the time, doesn’t do as he’s told and getting him to calm down and go to sleep has been extremely challenging.

After trying various methods from advice given by doctors and other parents with autistic children online, nothing worked, so I came up with my own method.

One night I had been trying to get him to calm down and go to sleep for over 4 hours, it was nearly 1am in the morning and I was tired, fed up, frustrated, and I honestly wanted to kill him.

He struggled with me and while we were struggling I accidentally pulled down his pyjama bottoms as he tried to wriggle away from me, I noticed his cock looked a little bit chubby, and it was then I had the idea.

I knew that sex and sexual acts help to relieve stress and relax you, so figured what the hell, it was worth a try.

I grabbed him and pinned him down with my knees, then I started rubbing and stimulating his cock and balls and he gradually got an erection, he was laughing at first thinking I was just messing about and being silly, but as soon as I started to jerk him he calmed down.

“Oh you like that don’t you? – Calming down now aren’t we.” I said.

I continued to jerk on his cock until I felt it swell in my grip and he blew his small load all over my hand, “Mm – Mom.” He groaned, he cried a single tear when he ejaculated, I think that was because it was so pleasurable for him and it overwhelmed him a little.

A few moments later, with his cock dripping on to the sheets, his eyes slowly closed and he fell asleep, silence at last, “Sleep tight, baby.” I said, kissing him on the forehead before covering him up and leaving the room for a well-earned rest myself.

The problem then came the following night when he refused to go to sleep until mommy played with his cock, so I had to jerk him off again.

This continued every night for weeks and eventually it became quite enjoyable for both of us, I even got a little bit carried away and started giving him blowjobs, though I have to admit his cock does fit nicely in to my mouth and his little boy semen tastes very nice indeed.

I now happily suck and jerk on his cock every single night, it has become a permanent part of our bedtime routine, and it really does help calm him down and get him to sleep.

Do I feel bad for what I’m doing? – No!

Am I a terrible mother? – No!

I found a way that helps my beautiful boy relax and sleep peacefully every night, he likes it, I like it, we’re not hurting anyone, so anyone who doesn’t like it can fuck right off.

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