I’ve Been Wondering Why I Fucked So Many Guys?

I lived in a little country town. I was very promiscuous as a young girl. I had sexual things done to me at a very young age. My parents were divorced so that kinda makes you grow up fast. It did me, anyway. My dad wasn’t around after they divorced so I don’t know exactly what I was looking for in men, but I looked to men for validation somehow.

During the summer I started working when I was 15 at a local truck stop. I told the owner I was already 16 but I wasn’t. Back then they didn’t have to do all this verification plus it was a small town and most people new everybody.
They certainly knew me. I worked for a flat rate an hour plus tips. I made a lot of tips. The truckers liked me and the locals did too, as far as I know.

My boss tried to touch and rub up against me all the time. He would get me in the kitchen back me up against the coolers, cup my tits with both hands, squeeze them together and say unbutton two of my buttons on my uniform because I had big boobs and he liked seeing them. Shortly after I started he ordered new uniforms for us and they were short and low cut. You could see the titties now.

I started having sex when I was 12 with a few of the boys around. It started me and Ronnie would go to the barn in the hay loft. Ronnie loved looking at my titties and playing with them. He would tell me to jack off his dick as he sat in front of me sucking and squeezing my boobs. He would cum on them. Then he said he wanted to fuck me. So, we started fucking. One of the boys Terry, had a big dick compared to the other guys. He was a little older and all he wanted to do was fuck me. We did it at his house. His parents weren’t home. He always fucked me twice. Me and Danny would walk into the woods and he would bend me over this big tree log and fuck me. But when I started working at the truck stop older guys started wanting to take me out. Some of them were grown men and some were married. They kept after me and I loved the attention I got from them. I went out with a few of them and found out they weren’t shy like the boys I’d been fucking.

When I was with the younger boys and pushed their hand away they accepted it. With the older guys if I pushed their hands away, they just kept going. This one guy, was older than most I dated, he talked me into going to the round track with him. It was a dirt track car racing. I tried to stop him and he hit me, hard. He said, “I know you’re giving that pussy away and I want some.” We were in his car parked down a country road and he turned the interior light on and said, “Don’t move.” He started taking off my clothes, so I let him. I was afraid he would hit me again. He was very rough with me. He called me a little slut. He ask how many guys have fucked me. He wanted to know what all they did to me. Did I suck their dick. Had I fucked two at once. And he made me answer him. When I told him he would try and hurt me by fucking me hard and it hurt. He would say, “Like that?” as he rammed his dick into me.I was very afraid. When he cum in me I started to get my clothes to put on and he said, “Oh no, I’m gonna fuck you some more, and you’re gonna suck my dick.” And he did. He made me suck his dick. He tried to suck my titties off. He fucked me from behind and slapped my ass so much it was sore the next day. He hurt me. I never went out with him again even though he tried to get me to. He kept saying, “I want some more of that pussy.” He even followed me around sometimes.

So after that, with the older guys when they persisted when we were out I would let them do whatever they wanted. I didn’t want to get hit again. So, I did fuck a lot. I would go out right after work in my uniform and the guys liked that. They could get at my titties and slip their hands up my short dress to pull my panties aside and finger me. Then all they had to do was push my dress up and take my panties off. I was ready to fuck. I loved it when they would realize I was gonna let them fuck me. Their dick was so hard an a lot times there would be cum on top of their dick from being so excited.

I was riding around one night with two guys, Eric and Dale. Dale, was supposed to pick up his girlfriend to go with us but when we got to her house she said she was grounded and couldn’t go. So we went on to the round track and on the way home my date Eric pulled behind this little country church and parked.
I felt awkward when he started kissing me and rubbing my pussy in front of Dale. I said, “We can’t do anything in front of Dale while he just sits there.” Eric said, “Don’t worry about it, you can give Dale some head while I fuck you.” I said, “What?” And with that, Eric proceeded to take off my panties, pulled me up on my hands and knees, stuck his dick in me and Dale stepped out of the car, unzipped his pants and put his dick to my lips. Eric said, “Come on, honey, suck him.” So, I did. I thought maybe they might hurt me if I refused. I had never done that before but it was exciting. I felt like a slut though.

These old guys would run their hands up my uniform trying to touch my pussy while I was taking their order. They would ask when was I gonna go to the truck with them? I couldn’t believe how brazen they were. Or they would come up behind me, hug me pushing their dick against me and say, “See you next time, sweetie.” I have to admit I loved all the attention I got. And, I made good money from these guys.

I went out almost every night with someone. I started dating this one trucker. We went together a while. He would stop by the truck stop on his way out for his run and when I got off we would go to his truck and fuck before he had to leave. I found out he was married so I quit seeing him.

I would go to the drive in and a lot of times the guy would take his dick out and want me to play with it while the movie was playing and then he would pull me by my head down to his dick for me to suck it. So, I would do that for them. Then they would cum in my mouth. And they loved it. Sometimes afterwards we would go park somewhere and fuck or I have just gave another blow job. One guy loved blow jobs a lot.

There was one guy, James I knew from school and he was nuts about me. He was 5 years older than me. I loved him too, but he was married. He started hanging around every day and evenings he would come back and wait for me to get off. I went out with him a few times and we fucked. He told me he was gonna leave his wife and wanted me to marry him. I told him I couldn’t. I felt so bad cause I really loved him. But I didn’t want to be responsible for his marriage to break up. I’m horrible doing and telling you this but, I couldn’t tell him no. If he came by or I ran into him I would fuck him every time and we fucked a lot. I’ve even run into him after I had been on a date and fucked whoever and went out with him and fucked him too. He even said to me a couple of times, “You fucked somebody tonight didn’t you?” I said, “Yes.” I wouldn’t lie to him. Sometimes I think he liked it.

He would come by and say please, come go for a ride with me. I would get in, we’d go park and I would let him fuck my brains out. He did too, sometimes two or three times. Even after I got married I ran into him, we went for a ride to catch up. It had been 5 years since I’d seen him. We parked and fucked twice. We had some kind of chemistry that wouldn’t go away. He said he still loved me. I still loved him.

I never regretted fucking anyone, not even the guy who hit me. I didn’t mind the sex, I just didn’t like being hit. I think that was one reason I let so many fuck me. Fear of being hit again. I loved being wanted, chased and pursued, by men. I don’t know if I’ve always looked for daddy or what made me want sex.

I am so grateful I never contracted any sexual disease or got pregnant. I can’t believe as many times I fucked I didn’t get pregnant. I never used birth control. Most of them cum in me at least once. I thought once maybe I can’t get pregnant.

But…

I got married and was on my period when we got married and had a son 9 months later. Then, we had two more. Go figure.

I still love sex and my husband knows just about everything I’ve done sexually, even being unfaithful to him.

Growing up is an experience for sure.

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