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My confessions

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These are the things i’ve done over my life.

I both hate myself, and accept what i am at the same time.

I’m a blind pedophile, and I’ve enjoyed the feel of children’s flesh, and the sound of their voices.

I think i was 14 when it started, i have a little cousin we’ll call sunny, she was young, and at the time, my vision was good, and i remember tricking her into showing her pussy, and by god, i can still see it, even after 12 years later, bald, smooth, and small, all i wanted to do was tough it, but i didn’t, possibly cause i didn’t want her to say anything, or something, I’m still not sure, but i was stupid.

When i was 16 i was at a friend’s house, and his little sister, grace, was a horny little thing. I was able to rub her off on the trampoline in the backyard, and god, were her moans beutiful.

When i was 21 i briefly got a feel for a girl named lesa, but she quikly ran and ignored me that day, thankfully she didn’t say anything to the dad.

When i was 23, i online dated a 17 year old, though she had told me she was 18 when i met her, only revealing her age 4 months into our relationship. I was able to get her to realise her pedophilic side to herself, but after 7 months of online sex and romantic talks, she broke up with me, mostly due to her not wanting me to suffer with her mental issues she had going on, i miss her sometimes, and we really loved each other. Now I’m going to be 26 in a few days,, and so far I’ve grabbed an 11 year old’s ass, had a 13 year old finger herself on Omegle, and listened to verious vids on wickr.

And through all of it, after each one, i want to kill myself, the only reason i haven’t is due to my fear on what awaits me after death, and the fact i can find a healthy outlet in places like this and ao3, where we can be ourselves.

I just wanted to get this off my chest.

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6 Comments

  • Reply Blindodin999 ID:1dsxjd1z8xyp

    Ty, everyone, and yeah, i want to have a younger girlfriend just need to figure out where and who.

  • Reply One_ and_done ID:p8sl2bhri

    You have this older man’s attention

  • Reply [email protected] ID:1d277ekddgya

    Do not be so hard on yourself. If we were not meant to have sex with young ladies, they would not start ovulating so young. Do not get so tied up in man’s version of right and wrong. Just go for it.

    • KPG ID:1e9sm6egxoy0

      As a teen girl I agree. As much as I’m a minor, I can be bred so I don’t see why it’s illegal. We were made to do this so why not. And if it makes anyone feel better, us young girls really do love older male attention

    • One_ and_done ID:p8sl2bhri

      KPG, you have this older man’s attention

  • Reply toothpaste ID:1e3vadcbmg96

    im sorry man, obv this type of behavior is very evil, and you may like it, but its not worth killing yourself over, you can always change if you want to, if not, dont. its all up to you man