I can’t stop masturbating

Hello, my name is Jisoo and I am 16 years old. I was raised by very strict Asian parents and the only thing I was ever allowed to do in my free time growing up was study, study, study. That lead to me skipping a few grades and I subsequently graduated from high school earlier this year when I was still 15.

I was born in South Korea but since my parents have grand plans for my future, they sent me abroad for university. Due to that, I am currently living alone outside of Korea.

In the new-found free time between graduating, moving away, and university starting, I started exploring things I’ve always wanted to experiment with but couldn’t because of my parents. It started with innocent enough things like making friends, going out to arcades with them, and staying out until late. But then, I started getting into porn, to be specific hentai.

I watched some anime for the first time a couple months ago and quickly ended up discovering hentai. At first, I was grossed out and felt uneasy watching it but I also undeniably felt turned on. Before I knew it, I started mimicking what I saw in hentai, fingering my pussy, humping my pillow, and playing with my nipples. What started out as an occasional activity that I did maybe once or twice a week has become a habit that I follow multiple times a day. On top of that, the hentai I am watching is slowly drifting away from vanilla porn to hardcore kinky sex including rape, beastiality, incest, and golden showers, amongst others.

While I don’t necessarily want to participate in all of these kinks in real life, I can’t deny that I am getting more and more curious about having actual sex… However, I am too afraid to do it, especially since most of the people around me are 18-25 years old, so older than me.

My own fingers just really aren’t enough anymore and all I can think about is sex now… I get turned on way too easily now and sometimes I even get horny thoughts in public and have to go relief myself on the toilet. Masturbation and porn are starting to take over my life.

I’ve been thinking of buying sex toys to help ease my craving for sex for now… It shouldn’t really be a problem to order them online but I just don’t know which toys are beginner friendly. If you have any suggestions or recommendations, please tell me and I’ll update you how it went.

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