My life (prt 6) final

07-Nov-23

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By Mystery slut

Hi thanks for all the support I’ve gotten from my stories x at this point my stories have kinda become vents x sorry but I don’t know who to tell

So from where we left off me and Mia were in a do what happy relationship I didn’t care about the abuse because it was the best treatment I had gotten from anyone I’ve met and I really loved her she was also feeding into my dug habit.But as all good things are they have to end not long after a year of daiting are relationship got so bad Mia would leave me with busted lips and she nearly broke my leg.I did love her but Ik if I stayed I was gonna die so I had to leave I went back to my mum and started going to school again breaking up and blocking Mia.

After a couple months of not being there people had a lot of problems to me due to my pale skin and bad eye bags most of the time people just took the piss out of me and bullied me but I was normally so high I couldn’t care less most of the bulling came from my own friends them pulling down my sleeve to show of my self harm and needle marks but I didn’t speak I kept quiet and just let it happen.

During this time of bullying I started having sex again with a lot of people for some reason my hyper sexual actions got worse also due to me always showing of my body I gained a Ed not eating for a week the binging was my new shit and I would like to say it got better but it didn’t.Due to me being addicted to partying from Mia I was always out at night and one day I actually got roofed dragged into a room by one of mias ex friends were he raped me due to me being high I kinda remember it but my head has cut alot of it out.

After that I quickly realised something wasn’t right with my body and I took a pregnancy test that came out positive due to me not being able to tell anyone I gave myself a abortion well to the best to my abilities I did anything to mess my body up like took a shit tone of drugs throwing myself down some stairs and hitting my stomach to the point of bruising Ik I had done it when I was bleeding a lot and started getting my period again I was happy but I was in a lot of pain x

I’m now 16 living with my abusive mother having sex with guys constantly and still being a massive druggie recently I lost my old friends and gained better ones that’s a positive but I haven’t told them anything.I’m a mess and I’ve recently applied for a performance arts school near me Ik if I don’t get in I’ll probably kill myself but I think I wasn’t meant to live I was probably ment to die due to my dad or Mia but I lived.

(HI GUYSSS THANK YOU FOR ALL THE SUPPORT XO AND I REALLY APPRECIATE IT IK EVEN THO IT IS THEN END OF THE SERIES I WILL POST STILL DUE TO ME HAVING ALOT OF SEX STORIES BUT I LOVE WRITING OUT MY LIFE STORIES HAHA AND MY STUPID ASS GAVE MYSELF A STICK AND POKE THE OTHER DAY AND FUXKED MY LEG UP)