Why do men keep raping me?

Between eleven and thirteen, I was raped six times.

My name is Cheryl. I am a thirteen year old black girl. I have been raped six times and I don’t know why. I don’t dress like, or make myself up to look slutty. I do live in a trailer park. Maybe men think of any female in a trailer park is a slut, looking to service as many cocks as she can. That’s not true. There are some, but not that many.

The first time was when I was eleven. I had been playing in the woods, behind the trailer park, with a group of kids who lived in the park. It got to be dusk and everyone but my older cousin and me went home. I was eleven and he was sixteen.

I noticed a strange look on his face. Then he grabbed my growing breast. “You’re not a little girl anymore. I’m going to show you what big girls like.”

He pushed me down on the grass, in the clearing, pulled my tee-shirt over my head and off. His mouth went to my nipple. I yelled at him to stop and get off me. We were far enough back in the woods so no-one heard me. I wiggled around and pushed on him, but he was much bigger and stronger than me. I couldn’t get away. I had just stopped wearing a training bra. I was now a 28-A. That day I only had my tee-shirt on.

He unbuckled and unzipped his jeans, pushed them down and kicked them off. Then he worked my slacks off. I was lying there, naked, on the grass, under him. I cried and begged him to stop. I told him that I was a virgin. That made him smile.

He spit in his hand and rubbed it on the tip of his cock. I saw him doing it. His dick looked huge. I found out later that it was only average at five and a half inches. He quickly located his target and slammed, balls deep, into me, ripping my cherry as his cock pushed thru it. I screamed because it hurt a lot.

“Fuck, Cheryl, Your so tight. That’s the tightest cunt I’ve ever fucked.” It wasn’t long before the pain went away and it actually started to feel nice. I wasn’t about to let him know that. I still didn’t want to be doing it.

He pumped in and out of me for about two minutes. Then he held still while he was full depth in me. He groaned and I felt his cock pulse four times. He filled my belly with warm wet fluid. I knew enough to know that it was baby seed. I cried again. I didn’t want to be pregnant.

He pulled out. Wiped the cum and blood that was on his cock, onto my mound and in the few pubic hairs that I had then. He got up, pulled his pants back up. Threw my clothes at me. “I hope you liked that as much as I did. I’m looking forward to doing it to you more times.” Then he was gone. I went home. No-one noticed that I was walking funny or that my hair was messed up and had grass in it. I went to the bathroom and got cleaned up. Maybe I was embarrassed that it had happened, but I did not tell.

It was less than a month later when it happened again. This time it was an adult white man who was driving around the trailer park. He pulled up next to me and stopped. He looked to see if there was anyone else around. There was not. He got out of the car and grabbed me before I had a chance to run.

He threw me in the back seat of his car. The doors would not unlock. He must have had the childproof lock engaged. The window handles had been removed. He must have planned this in advance. Maybe he had also done it to other young girls. He drove to a quiet, private place and parked.

He got out and before he got in the back with me, he took his clothes off. I was wearing a skirt that day. He ripped my panties off and pulled my skirt off. I tried to crawl over the seat to get to the front doors but he held me tight. He turned me so my face was right by his stuff. “Open your mouth and suck my cock.” When I didn’t do it, he put his thumb and forefinger on either side of my jaw and squeezed till my mouth opened. “If you bite me, I’ll slap you so hard that your face will be black and blue for a week.” If I wasn’t so afraid, I might have thought it was funny, because my face is already black. He pushed his erection into my mouth, held me by the hair and fucked my mouth.

He stopped before he came. He wanted more than just my mouth. He put me on my hands and knees and got behind me. He entered my pussy. “Shit, you’re not a virgin. I was hoping that your were.” Then he fucked me from the back till he filled me. Again, I worried about getting pregnant. He pushed me out and got back in the driver’s seat and left.

I yelled out, “Stop. My skirt, you didn’t give me my skirt.” I watched his taillights as he drove away, leaving me a mile from home with my bottom exposed. I made it home without being seen.

The next school day, I went to the school nurse and told her I was going to start having sex with my boyfriend. She gave me a prescription for birth control pills.

I started letting boys who were nice to me, have sex with me. There was one fifteen year old that I liked. I started thinking of him as my boyfriend. We screwed almost every time we were together. Then I caught him fucking another girl. I was pissed and stopped seeing him, even when he tried to make up with me. He told me that I was a much better fuck than she was. That didn’t help.

Last year, my father caught me willingly being fucked my a man his age. He didn’t stop us or punish me after, but he started fucking me too. I don’t like the thought of incest with my father, but I willingly let him, any time he wants. He is the only man to shoot his cum in my mouth. He really likes that, and he usually fucks my pussy till he is ready to come. Then he pulls out and has me finish him with my mouth.

I’m thirteen now. I don’t know how many guys I have had sex with but I do know that six of those time were without my consent. I have stopped fighting when it happens. I have been raped six times in two years. Does it look like I am wearing a sign that says, ‘Please rape me’? There must be some reason.

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