M2M online hookup gone wrong

I am a married bi male, my wife knows but doesn't know I occasionally still see some guys for sex. I don't get sucked or fuck them, penetration by me is only for my wife. I can never get a cock from my wife though. So when I can I go find some. I am 31, short, thin, smooth body. I am natural blonde on head and on my cock. My cock is probably average I guess, 6 inches long when hard and not too thick. I am a grower not a shower as they say. Soft I'm only about 2 inches long. I had an online hookup arranged after talking with this single gay guy. He's a top, all the way, so that was what I wanted. I wanted cock, I wanted to get fucked. I went to his house. The last thing he told me "Wear a pair of your wifes sexiest panties", so I did.

I didn't realize what I was in for. I let a friend fuck me when we were both 14. I also sucked him. He sucked me but didn't want me to fuck him. Eventually I didn't even want him sucking me, though it felt good. I was a bottom. He fucked me and got sucked by me for 3 years. During that time, I never told my friend, but there was a married man that I helped clean and work in his garage. He was in his 40s with a rather fat, short wife who was not too attractive. He even showed me naked pictures of her and her hairy pussy. Eventually in his basement with his wife upstairs, he fucked me for our first time together. My friends cock was thicker but the mans was much longer. He said 9 inches, but it reached parts inside me that my friend couldn't. Since those times I got fucked by 4 different guys in college, one was lasting a year or more, I didn't cheat on him. Two were a few months each and one was a one night stand situation. He fucked me and never got back with me again. I also started fucking some girls in college and I liked it. The way their pussy feels, their mouths it's wonderful. Through my years I've now been fucked by 28 cocks, and sucked them all, plus sucked off 7 other guys that never fucked me. I also made it with 3 women, then the 4th my now wife.

She was out of town for two weeks. Going to Terry's place was the second cock I was to have while she was gone. I got there and was dressed as he wanted. Athletic shorts, no socks, sandals, tee shirt. Immediately upon shutting the door, he pulled down my shorts to my ankles, turning me around admiring my wifes sexy purple lace panties. "Sexy as hell" he said. No drink offer, no smoke, nothing he just pushed me into the next room where he had this wooden contraption. I'd seen them before, the bottom bent over and his ass was up to the proper height for a man to fuck him. I wasn't lubed or anything, pulled the panties down just to the bottom of my ass globes and with something to lube on his fingers started feeling my ass and fingering me. Then his cock at my entrance, no slowness, no asking, nothing, he leaned all his weight down on me and in one push shoved his very very thick cock into my ass. I'd not even had a chance to see his cock or suck it first. I had no idea it was that thick. It was uncomfortable so I needed time to get used to it. "Hold it there, I need to get used to it" grimacing I told him. "fuck that" was his reply and he started rapid fire fucking me. It got painful for a while, he didn't do a thing, say a thing, just kept ramming his cock into me, pulling out so just the head was in then ramming it back in. "Oh, fuck yeah faggot, I need that fag hole of yours to cum in, make you take my cock I'm gonna breed you too" he was practically yelling it out. "You said you had condoms" I sqeaked out between grunts getting rammed. "I do bitch, I just don't used them not on faggot cumrags like you". With that he slapped my ass, hard "No, I'm married don't leave any marks please" I begged him. "Married? To a woman, what woman would even want a faggot to fuck her?" then he started spanking my cheeks harder and harder. I knew I had hand prints on my ass. He kept ramming me. There was a knock on the door. "Who is it?" He yelled "It's Ken" someone yelled back. My rapist yelled out "It's open" and Ken came in. The man who I went to get fucked by, was now basically raping my ass, swatting my ass. I just resolved to take it I could tell he was about to cum. "I'm almost done with this faggot" he told Ken. "Looks nice" Ken said as he moved to my face and pulled out a longer, thinner cock. I got a hit to the back of the head "Suck him faggot, your a fucking cum tunnel, now do your fucking job" said my rapist.

I opened up, and Ken was in my mouth pumping, Terry was pushing into me I could feel the hot jets of his cum shooting inside me. Just as he entered, just as he fucked, he just jerked his cock out, he was done, he was sated. I started to get up, reaching back to pull the panties back up. Terry and Ken both held me down, "NO baby, you're not done yet" Terry said. He held my back down to the platform while Ken got behind me "Sloppy seconds butthole, my favorite" said Ken. Then he entered. He went slower at least, but came in less than 5 minutes. He jerked it out of me, cum running down my hole, past my taint, down my inner thighs into the panties. "Can I get up now?" I asked. Terry responded, "Get up, pull up your fucking faggot panties, and your shorts and get the fuck out fuckboy".

I left, hearing the door lock behind me and the two of them laughing. I drove home sat on the toilet trying to get it all out of me. I went to the store and bought three enemas and used them all. I wanted no reminders of my rape by two men. I thought it was just an online hookup but I walked into something much worse. The panties were soaked with their cum, both of them came a lot, I mean an awful lot. I had to wash them and dry them, fold them up and put them back in my wifes dresser. I'm not sure I can fuck her if she's wearing those anymore. It took me two days on the toilet for me to finally have normal type movements again.