Certain Uncertainty

I was spellbound by Susan. She had left me wanting more. What made things worse is that she opted to not show up for our workout time for over a week. Susan did notify the fitness center but she never reached out to me. I had confided to Claire that Susan was special to me. I was obssesssed with her physically. I found her smile beautiful, her big over shaped brown eyes captivating, and her body was spectacular. Claire gave me a hard time stating I was I love with Susan. I wasn't so sure but wasn't denying it either. I knew I lusted over this thirty-nine year old married woman. I wanted to make her mine and I was willing to go monogamous if she would have me.

I struggled that next week not seeing Susan. I was tempted to call her or even drive by her house, I had access to her information on the computer but didn't try to contact her. Instead I let Susan infect me. My fitness training certification was progressing well. Claire and I officially stopped seeing each other. Claire's new body and attitude with her husband's attention had rectified their marriage. I told her I was happy for her and she thanked me for rejuvenating I was for her. She did tell me that Susan was going through some personal issue but to not dispare. Susan just needed a little space and time. I had to be patient.

I still was seeing Mandy during Susan's hiatus. In fact, I tool advantage of her in retrospect. After day two of not working out with Susan, Mandy invited me over to her family's house. Her parents and brother were out of town looking at a prospective university. He was in his junior year of high school. We were going to hang out, eat pizza and watch a movie. I remember it was very stormy that night. There was loads of thunder and lightning was flashing everywhere. When I arrived the power was still on. She already had the pizza delivered when I entered. Mandy was wearing a pair of very short sweat pants that had been cutoff. She had very nice firm chubby legs. She had on a very very tight shirt, it was cut low around her neck and she was braless with her big puffy nipples poking through the red material. Mandy looked cute and sexy. Her shirt showed off every contuse of her chubby body well. I liked that she was a bubbly chunky girl. I knew she was really into me. Unfortunately for her, I was addicted to older women. I liked how they talked, I liked how they looked, and I loved how they were at sex. They had experience and experiences if you know what I mean.

Mandy and I started watching the movie and eating pizza. She leaned her back into me as we sat on the couch. Mandy had her legs curled up and I was sitting upright. Then we heard a loud pop sound followed by a huge boom! The power had gone out and we were in the dark. Lightning flashed and thunder roared as the winds picked up. Mandy freaked out and clung to me. I told her it was all right and asked if she knew where a flashlight was. She thought there was one in one of the drawers near the kitchen. I walked as Mandy huddled next to me. She jumped and screamed every time it thundered loudly making the house shake. I found the flashlight but the batteries were dead. Mandy didn't have a clue where there might be batteries. I asked Mandy if she knew of any other flashlights in the house. She was clueless. Mandy did know where some candles were and was looking for matches. I had a working flashlight in my car and told Mandy I was going to get it. She begged me and pleaded with me not to go outside. My car was in her driveway and wasn't that far away. The storm did make me jump but Mandy was overreacting too much. I found it exhausting. I removed Mandy's arms and hands off my torso and ran to my car. I grabbed the flashlight that was under the passenger seat and ran back. I got soaked in the storm. I returned and my clothes were dripping wet. Mandy insisted I stay by the front door because she didn't want me to make a mess. I turned on the flashlight and asked her to get me a towel. Mandy ran upstairs. I wondered what she would of done if I hadn't been there. Mandy was gone longer than I thought she would be. A nice size puddle had formed under me. When she came back. I had started to undress. My shirt was off. My jeans, socks, and shoes. All I had left was my soaked underwear and it did little to hide my cock. Mandy froze and seemed very focused on my body as I toweled my head down to my feet. I slipped off my underwear, giving Mandy a show, and wrapped it around my waist.

Mandy was adamant that I didn't leave my clothes by the door. She did have a good idea and had me hang them up in the garage. I used the clothesline her mom used to dry stuff out. With the high wind sirens going off, we retreated down to Mandy's bedroom in the basement. Mandy was still shining the flashlight on me. She seemed amused by me wearing a pink towel around my waist. I smirked when I asked her why she had to get me a pink towel. Mandy laughed and told me she picked it out on purpose and wondered if I was going to use it. I sarcastically said I had little choice. I told her we needed to save the batteries in the flashlight just in case we needed them later. Mandy turned it into a game as I reached for the flashlight and one hand holding onto my towel. She was quick and agile, so I let the towel drop and pounced on her when she was on the bed. I took the flashlight and turned it off. Mandy gasped having me naked on her. Her body now trembled with excitement. I placed the flashlight on her white nightstand. I pinned her short 5'2" frame down easily and kissed her. Mandy's body shifted under me. Her hands at first tentatively touching my bare ass then she began to grope me. I moved down to her neck pushing her sweat shorts down. She tried to stop me when I started sucking on her ear lobe. I knew it made her weak from earlier make out sessions. Mandy moaned and said I was playing unfair. I stopped and told her me being naked and her being clothed was unfair. Her hand that was stopping me from pushing down her shorts let go and I pulled them off. Next I sat up straddling her, I began to lift her red top up. Mandy voice got glittery, "Do you think we should be doing this??" I didn't say anything and she lifted her arms so I could remove it. I pressed my bare flesh into Mandy's. Her skin felt warm. I dry humped as she legs opened up for me while we kissed. Soon, I rolled her over on top of me. I began to give playful tugs on her tiny pair of Mandy's red thong underwear. I snapped them against her chubby waist. Mandy reached back and took my hands to her breasts. She let me feel her up. Mandy looked at me as lightning flashed. Her hair was over her shoulders slightly covering my hands that each had a handful of her chest meat. She saw the sexual intensity in my eyes. Mandy said give me a minute and jumped off me. She went to the bathroom taking the flashlight. She shut the door and I saw the light from underneath it. I heard her urinating loudly followed by the flush of the toilet. I heard her open a cabinet then running water. Mandy turned the flashlight off and opened the door. I could see she had left her thong in the bathroom. Mandy was breathing heavy as she nervously moved back onto me. Her tiny hands touched my cock. She nervously said, "I....I am unsure....if it will fit." I told Mandy we could go slow. At this point, I was super ready to go and I planned to bury myself deeply into her. Mandy stadddled me just below my cock and rubbed herself. Her legs were shaking. She confessed that my cock seemed much bigger than when she had rubbed in my pants before. She also admitted that mine was the biggest. I liked that she said that but didn't buy it totally. We got to talking about sex which seemed to break the tension. Mandy surprised me that she had only been with two other guys before. When she asked me how many women I had been with I told her the same. I was lying but not by that much. Mandy moved up on me and rubbed her tiny clit on my hard seven and half inch extra thick cock. She nervously was breathing heavy. I fondled her breasts with her hands over mine. Mandy leaned over me and we kissed. She was so nervous she was crying. I told her we could take it really slow. She shook her head in acknowledgment and then sobbed as she told me she had never done this before in her bedroom. I wanted to fuck her brains out right then but I needed to calm her but didn't want her to back out. I told Mandy I had an idea. I picked her up and off of me easily. She gave an inadvertent laugh as I had accidentally tickled her. I placed her beside me and moved down on her. Mandy didn't know what to expect. I moved her chubby legs open and moved in. I looked up at her and kissed her belly and groping her breasts. Her nipples were so erect and cute how they pointed in different directions. Mandy looked excited and her eyes got big when she dried her tears stating she had never had oral before. This got me very turned on! I was her first in that respect! I stuck my tongue into her bellybutton and swirled it around. Mandy twisted as she laughed. It was good she was relaxing. I moved down and kissed her clit. I used my tongue to split them open. Mandy squealed and shifted. She exclaimed how it felt strange and seemed to tickle her. I paused and smiled at her. I told her she tasted good. In fact she wasn't as sweet as Susan. Still I thought of Susan in the next several minutes as my tongue danced inside Mandy. it was unfair to compare the older woman to the eighteen year old girl.

I had never had such an animated response to swirling my tongue and probing with fingers as with Mandy. She cried out loudly begging me to not stop as her legs shook violently near my head. She played with her tits and rubbed her nipple vigorously. When Mandy climaxed, she stood up and made this strange sound as her head bobbed back and forth until she collapsed into a pillow breaking into a feverish sweat. It was so hot down near her furnace that I too was sweaty. Mandy looked whipped as I moved up on her. I kept one hand rubbing her clit because it made her react in such a fun and wild way. Mandy refused to kiss me until I washed my face which was a slight turn off for me. I washed up and returned. Mandy looked transcended her eyes could barely focus, her blonde hair was curly and wet. Her body glistening from her perspiring so much. The storm seemed to be dying down along with Mandy's energy. She looked totally spent. I know I was being selfish but I wanted to get off too. I moved up between Mandy's thick cute legs. Mandy was still relishing in her first oral experience. I took my cock and rubbed my mushroom shaped tip up against her. I moved it up and down. Mandy made a rumbling noise as she moved in a very seductive way. I found my point of entry and moved in with force. I slid into Mandy's moistness. She winced and made a faded cry. I pushed in deeply and fast. Mandy cried louder, swearing and clenching the sides of the bedsheets in her hands. I I went fully into her. Mandy shook her head side to to side begging me to stop. I pushed the last of me in as she groaned in pain. She pushed me back and looking terrified and wincing from her inner working being shifted and pushed around. I told her I was all the way in but wanted to go really deep. She had no idea as I cupped her nice big ass with my hands lifting her upwards. Her legs lifted and opened more. I positioned myself and thrusted down into her. Mandy screamed so loudly my ears began to ring. I I pulled back and slammed one more time into her. Again she clamored loudly. She looked at me so frightened it startled me but my sexual urges were too powerful to care. I began to go jack rabbit speed on her figuring the faster I went the sooner it would be over for her. The screams, the cries, and the begging to stop had no effect on me. I was numb to it but how she felt and fought made come perverted devious thing in me come to life. Soon Mandy's legs went limp, I moved them up on my shoulders, wrapping my arms under them squeezing her firm large ass. Mandy looked at me glossy eyed her hands gently touching my arms. I was pouring sweat down my face. Her breast were hypnotizing me how they moved from my violent pounding. I didn't hold back but when the urge came, I pulled out and shot my load onto her belly and tits. It gathered under her neck into a sexy pear necklace. I stood over Mandy admiring my work I had deposited on her. Mandy looked at me, the blank stare now was more in admiration. She was breathing calmly compared to me breathing hard and fast. She ran her fingers through my goo not looking down but at me. She was very intent rubbing the cum into her tan skin. She rubbed it all over her breasts, her belly and her face. I told her to lick it off her fingers. I really didn't think she would but Mandy did it. It was very erotic. I pushed to see if she would do more and asked her to suck one of her tits. Mandy did it too. She didn't say anything but just did it. So I tested her again and told her to suck my cock dry. I moved up onto her and stuffed my tip into her mouth. Mandy took it and sucked me extremely hard making me shiver as I pushed what seeds I had left into her. I leaned over her face and fucked her. She could only take my tip in but it was enough. When satisfied, I pulled out and slid down beside her. She morphed her body into me. Placing one thick leg over me. She put her hand on my chest and moved it around touching my abdomen too. She placed her sweaty head on my chest and kissed me. She rang a finger in circles not saying a word. We relaxed as the storm picked up again, the power was still out, and the lightning with thunder no longer tormented Mandy. She didn't say it loudly most just a whisper, "I love you!" I kissed her on the head unable to say it back yet.

In that moment, I felt powerful and again I tested Mandy. When I wanted to go again and she let me take her from behind. I mercilessly pounded into her from behind. Mandy's hard firm ass felt good in my hands as I watched my cock disappear into her. Mandy didn't cry out but gave into groaning and breathing hard as her whole body jerked forward from my pelvic thrusts. Our flesh slapped hard against each other. Her head down in the pillows muffling any discomfort she might be experiencing. I didn't pull out, instead I buried my cock deeply into her very tight pussy and injected into her. My body jerked hard releasing my seeds. I collapsed on her and kiss the hair on the top of her head. Mandy's body twisted as she breathed a sigh of relief it was over. I pulled out and stood up. Mandy turned over she smiled wearily and told me she loved me again. I felt obligated to return it. I said it and she bounced up and hugged me. Mandy stated how happy I made her and she promised to be loyal. We hugged, kissed and went into her bathroom. We turned on the flashlight and pointed it up the ceiling to light the room. I took a piss standing up and watched Mandy start the shower. She kept the curtain open. She purposefully rubbed her pussy for me to watch. She didn't look at the great job she was doing but looked at me. She seemed possessed and obsessed by me. It was a bit unnerving but extremely a power trip. I joined her. We washed up and groped each other. Mandy attempted to give me oral but I stopped her beauce it didn't feel good. We went to her bed under the covers and she slept with half her body over me.

That morning the power hadn't come back yet. I put on my wet clothes that were hanging in the garage. I drove Mandy over to my place. We had to take a much different route back due to fallen trees and powerlines. Luckily, my apartment was on the other edge of town and I had power. Mandy called her parents at the hotel they were staying at. I reminded her to take their number with us. Mandy parents were upset when she told them I stayed the night with her. I gave her a stern look as to why she even said that. I checked my messages and my manger left a message not to come in because the power wasn't back yet. So with the day off, Mandy and I hung out at my apartment.

We started messing around and ended up naked in my living room. I had this highback chair, cushioned, Mandy was leaning over it looking out the window and I was behind her sticking my cock into her big firm ass. Mandy cringed and kept making painful yips. Still, she let me fuck her hard. Her tits hung over the chair and clapped as they swung. It was a fun experience having sex with the window shades open looking out of the second floor. Mandy's tits were on full display and she never said a word against exhibiting herself. I was really enjoying her willingness and she never seemed to say no to me. We changed up positions, she was frontally nude in the window and I groped her from the back as I had to squat down to gain entry into her juicy pussy. I shot a warm load into her. Mandy said she could feel me cumming inside her but I wasn't sure she was being honest. We made lunch naked after lunch. Mandy and I started talking as we sat at my tiny kitchen table. She was very excitable when she asked what I thought about the two of us living together. I was a bit more cautious. Things between had dried up with Claire and I, I was holding out for Susan because I really felt it could be more than just an affair, but with Mandy is would be a slam dunk. The only thing holding me back was my infatuation with older women, I liked the taboo of being with someone twice or even more older than me. I had to think quickly while Mandy stared at me. So I told her that was a great idea without thinking things through. She jumped up and kissed me.

I had never been around some one who could talk so fast. Mandy blurted out how she needed to pack up, her parents would be pissed, she wanted to tell all her girlfriends, and went on about our future without asking me any questions. It was cute for a moment but it had run its course after twenty minutes or so. Mandy and I got dressed and drove back to her house. Her parents and brother were not back yet. Mandy threw things into boxes and suitcases. She moved quickly sending me to my car with her things. I had expressed concern on how she was just going to move out leaving just a note. Mandy had packed my car full of her stuff. She wrote a note that I didn't see for her parents. We drove back to my place and unpacked. I let her put most of her things in the empty spare bedroom of my apartment. I had to sit Mandy down and talk sharing the rent. I made enough money to pay for everything but if she was going to live with me she had to pitch in. She didn't have a lot of money and didn't make much at the fitness center compared to me. There were some other things we should of talked about before moving in but they slipped my mind with how fast things were moving.

Of course her parents were furious and seemed more pissed off at me. Her father came to the fitness center the next day. He approached me when I was working with a client threatening me. My manager had to ask him to leave after he yelled out to everyone that I had raped Mandy. She was eighteen and could do what she wanted. Her parents hated me, I got a twisted pleasure from it. Mandy got it from me when I came home from work or at least that is what I thought. Just three days into living together, I was expecting to see Mandy naked at the door to greet me but instead she was on the couch with two of her girlfriends. They were talking extremely loud and gave me strange looks when I entered. Mandy greeted me with a kiss and hug. Her friends smiled and laughed. Mandy informed me she ordered pizza but need me to pay. I was a bit put out but grabbed some cash from a secret spot in my closet. I handed Mandy the money and took a shower. Her friends ended up staying over much longer than I had anticipated staying over till 1am! Mandy came to bed. She was ready to go and so we had sex. Mandy no longer winced and got used to taking my cock deeply. I was on top of her with her legs pulled up for maximum penetration. I was taking long strokes in and out. I told Mandy, I didn't mind her having friends over but would like a heads up next time. I didn't say it in a mean way or at least that is what I thought. Mandy's eyes started to water. I buried my cock deep. Mandy gave me a strained look, I knew it caused her discomfort but I wanted her attention. I told her I wasn't upset at her just that we needed to communicate better. Mandy wiped her eyes and said ok but she was visibly upset. I couldn't believe she was being so emotional so I pulled out and said I was tired and laid down next to her. Mandy turned her back to me and sobbed. I blocked out her pity party and turned away and fell asleep. The next morning Mandy was still reeling. She questioned me why I didn't console her. I just figured she would cry it out and we could talk about it in the morning. Mandy was an emotional wreck. We only had an hour before work and I wasn't in the mood to deal with this petty shit from her. Mandy refused to get out of bed and decided to call in sick. I wasn't happy and left her in her own wallow.

I came back and Mandy was even more upset with me. I wasn't having any of it. I raised my voice and told her to knock the baby shit off. I took her by the wrist and yanked her onto the bed. If she wouldn't stop crying, I was going to fuck it out of her. I ripped the T-shirt, that was mine, from the collar down turning it into two pieces. Her breasts popped out and her eyes got huge! She stopped sobbing as I yanked her panties off. Mandy almost was pulled off the bed. I was in a sexual rage! I flipped her over and with an open hand, I struck her big firm ass hard. The slap was incredibly loud! Mandy cried out as she covered her ass with her hands. I wasn't done. I forced her hands off and spanked the same cheek again. The sound of my hand against her fleshy ass was followed by another scream like cry. Mandy twisted but I pinned her face down. I did it again and Mandy screamed again. She managed to break away and she backed up against the wall holding a pillow over her naked body. She saw darkness and anger in my eyes. She also so savage lust. I was breathing heavy, my cheeks felt flush. I took off my clothes just looking at Mandy. She purposefully was not sitting on her left ass cheek as she leaned the other way on the bed. I sat down on the bed and pointed to my lap. My cock was erect from the sounds of my hand on Mandy's ass. Mandy didn't budge. I snapped my fingers and pointed. She shook her head and made a un uh sound. Then in a surprisingly calm but very firm tone I stated, "Either get over my lap or get the fuck out of my apartment! " The words even shocked me, that I had actually said them. I wasn't quite sure how this wpupd play out. Mandy was given the option to stay or go. She was very fearful and was now just beginning to discover what living with me would be like. She put the pillow down and crawled over to me. She kissed me briefly on my lips and said sorry. She then moved over my lap face down with her ass up. That moment was such a rush for me, I owned Mandy! She chose getting spanked over leaving me. I had complete control over her.

I spanked her ass again and again. Not as hard as my first two strikes but enough to make her other ass cheek red. The firm talking was morphed into a sexual role play. Mandy still cried tears silently but she sniffled as I made her say she was a naughty girl and asked me for another spanking. It was only a matter of time before I would have do anal with me. I fucked her bent over on all fours on my bed. I was standing on the edge as I pounded into her. I fucked her and creamed my stuffing into her willing body. We then made out and Mandy tears were tears of joy...perhaps because it was over or maybe because she liked it.

Susan had been gone nearly a month after Mandy had moved in. My thoughts of Susan were diminishing. Mandy and I were in a good groove. She didn't have friends over without letting me know. I never said no but if they stayed late, Mandy got a good spanking which she started to enjoy. Upon a late night with her friends, I had no problems with sitting next to her and grope her crotch or breasts in front of them. It shocked her friends and it turned us on. I found that it was a subtle way to tell her friends it was time to go. My devious insatiable sex drive was even open for them to stay and join us. It never happened but Mandy and I did talk about it.

Then close to six weeks later, Susan showed up at the fitness club. When I saw her it was like she had never left. Her big beautiful brown eyes looked at me and we both smiled. Just her looking at me had this profound effect on me. She saw I was finishing up with a client and motioned she would wait for me outside. It was fortunate that it was Mandy's day off and she was at the movies with friends.

I met Susan by the walking path that started near the front of the fitness center. She asked if I had time to take a walk. She was wearing a jean jacket, with a light green blouse, and a denim skirt. She looked skinnier to me but still curvy in all the right places. I told her I had thirty minutes until my next client. We started walking and she asked me what I had been up to. I thought about lying but couldn't to Susan. I told her about Mandy and I living together. I sensed surprise and a bit of sadness by my news. I was open with Susan that I did think to lie but didn't for her. She seemed touched by my forthright. Susan said she had big news for me. She held her tan left hand out and there was a tan line where her wedding band used to be. She had gotten separated!! Susan smiled as best she could seeing the shock on my face. Then she got into details that the divorce would take many months and even over a year to finalize. Not being familiar with divorces, I was stunned by how long they took.

We walked and instinctively I took her hand in mine. We looked at each other no saying a word and continued on. I felt lifted and inspired just holding her hand. We had turned back when Susan asked if I wanted to go away with her for a weekend getaway. I immediately said yes! Susan's eyes lit up and then went dull when she inquired about Mandy. Mandy had slipped my thoughts. Susan leaned into me and gave me a sweet little kiss on my lips. I wanted more. Her big puffy lips felt so nice and wet. She smiled as she said just let me know, she reached into her purse and handed me a folded piece of paper with her number and address on it. I watched her walk away. Her wide thick hips shook so sexy like with each move her ass cheeks moved up and down seductively. I was in a haze the rest of the afternoon.

I dawned on me I had to figure something out quick with Mandy. Mandy was still out with her friends when I got back to the apartment. I called Susan after a cold shower. I had a towel around me and still my cock was getting aroused as the phone rang. Susan picked up. Her voice sounded so sweet. I told her it was me. Susan gave me a joyful hello then she paused anticipating my next words. I told her I was struggling with telling Mandy the truth or being dishonest with her. Susan understood and believed I would make the right call. I told Susan that I wanted to go away with her. I heard her breathing faster on the other end and she was sniffling. I told Susan how I had felt this connection to her and never truly forgot about her. I even told her I had already knew her address and phone number but didn't want to come off creepy. She laughed and told me I could never be creepy to her. She then told me what I had longed for. Susan told me that she felt a strong connection. She even confessed she found me intimidating especially sexually. She had never been so aroused nor so pursued sexually. She left out a sexy soft laugh even saying it. I was extremely flattered. We talked some more when I heard Mandy saying goodbye to her friends outside. I told Susan I had to go and would let her know how it went.

I was sweating nervously, I was fully aroused still wearing a towel around my waist. Mandy came in smiling. She made a comment how sexy I looked. She kicked off her shoes and moved into me. We kissed as my mind was racing. I didn't mind her removing my towel and began to jerk me off as we backed into the bedroom. I decided to wait to talk and enjoyed Mandy. I went down on her first. Mandy loved oral sex in her but she wasn't particular on what she liked, she loved it all. Mandy got into it moaning and stating how much she would like this every time she came back to our apartment. I couldn't help smiling, she could be so joyful. Mandy was improving on her oral skills with me talking her through it. Not sure if this would be the last. Mandy worked on my cock using her hands and her mouth until I made her swallow my goop. She struggled gagging, coughing loudly making a few sickening sounds as she swallowed hard. Mandy managed a weary sweaty thumbs up before hacking into the toilet. I joined her holding her blonde hair bsck as she gave it up. We brushed our teeth. I standing behind rubbing up against her with her pushing her big fat firm ass into me. I hugged her from behind and we looked into the mirror. I took a mental picture of us.

The time had come, I had to tell her. Mandy was hungry and I followed her into the kitchen naked. She bent over looking into the fridge for something to eat. I got somber when I said, "Mandy, I need to tell you something." She was obsessed with finding a slice of cheese and eating it when she turned around. "Before we started going out, I met a woman." Mandy devoured the slice of cheese her face now drawn. "It started out as an affair but became something more." I was scrambling for the right words as Mandy backed away to the sink. She covered her breasts as shed folded her arm in front. "She disappeared for a time and that is when you and I got together." Mandy was stoic and silent, I was trying to gage if she was in shock or about to explode.. "I saw her today at work and she wants me to go away with her for a weekend." Mandy stood ther arms crossed over her breasts naked and started crying. I could see how devastated she was. I walked over to her and hugged her with me crying as well. She wrapped her arms around me sobbing. I held her sbd kissed the top of her head.

"Do you love me? Is there something I did wrong?" Mandy sputtered out. Before I could say anything she asked, "What can I do to make you stay?" I honestly didn't know the answer so I started to answer her first questions. I told her I did love her but I couldn't deny this feeling I had for Susan, I didn't used Susan's name but said this other woman, I had to know. I had to go away with her. I answered the second question just being open with Mandy telling her I had been with older married women in hopes to downgrade how Mandy saw me and possibly making it easier for me by her pushing me away and storming out. Instead, Mandy held onto me saying how much she loved me and didn't want to lose me. She gently moved out of my arms and took my hand. She led me back into the bedroom. Mandy laid down and pulled me on top. She looked at me still crying as she guided me into her. I pushed into her tight pussy. The sounds of her juiciness could be heard with my cock pulling all the way out and back in. It was the oddest sex I ever had. We kissed very softly and brief. I took my time never going fast. I didn't cum and faked it to satisfy Mandy. She moved very seductively during it and tried her best to sell me into forgetting about Susan. Unfortunately for her, it didn't work.

I got up and grabbed the note with Susan's number and address without Mandy noticing and took it into the living room hiding it between a couple of VHS tapes. I grabbed some water and brought some back to Mandy. She was curled up facing away went I returned. "Did you just use me for sex?" her question cut me deep but she was right to question me.

I thought about it and deemed she was right. So I simply said,"I suppose I did!" She turned towards me wiping her eyes as she took the water from me. She gulped it down hard and said in a distrubingly calm tone thank you. Mandy turned back away from me. I slid in next to her and put my arm around her belly. She put a hand over mine. A peace came over us and we or at least I fell asleep.

I didn't wake up until 3am. Mandy was asleep still. I got up to take a piss. I tried to move without waking Mandy but she stirred. She rolled over and half asleep said, "I want you to go with this woman. I will be here waiting for you." She gave me a sheepish smile, turned away from me and went back to sleep. I stood up stunned just looking at her. It was surreal! I went to the bathroom pissed and returned. Mandy reached back grabbed my cock and made me hard. When she had done so. She pushed her ass back into me rubbing up against me. I took her from my side and she let me slowly push my cock into her pussy. She moaned half asleep she took my hand and had me rub her pussy. Mandy moved into it. It was very sensual. She played with her breasts as I took her from behind and with my hand. The way she had her ass up into me was very sexy. We plugged away my rubbing and then she rubbed herself to climax, I shot my wad a little later. Mandy and I kissed. I sucked on her earlobes and her neck. We touched each other and went back to sleep.

The next day I called Susan and told her I was in. She inquire how Mandy took the news. Not well and not bad I said. Susan made plans for the both of us and the date was set. Mandy said she would wait for me knowing her odds weren't good. Still she chose me over going back home. Mandy liked living apart from her family but never said why it was so bad. We cooled off sexually. She didn't make any advances and I didn't pursue. We lived like roommates except we still liked sleeping naked together in bed. The mood was mundane in our apartment. The closer it got to the date with Susan, the less we talked.

When the day came, Mandy hugged me hard she didn't say anything looking distraught. I gave her some money and left for Susan's house. When I arrived, Susan had the garage open and told me to pull in. Susan was wearing a silky bright green sundress with a floral print. She looked stunning. We hugged and she pressed her perfect large melons into me hard. We kissed passionately for a few minutes. It was electric and was a challenge for both of us to stop. I put my bag into her car and opened the door for her. We took off.

Susan and I drove for hours. We talked the whole way with music playing in the background. She told me the reason why she hadn't been to the fitness center lately. She had been meeting with a divorce lawyer, her husband moved out and was already in a relationship. Susan said she had lost weight due to the stress and she did look thinner in the face and her belly was smaller. Still she was a ver sexy curvy woman! She did have flabby arm but I loved her showing her shoulders and arms oft confidently. She still had the most perfect breasts, a wonderful round belly, .massive thighs, sexy strong calves. She had those captivating large brown eyes, a cute smile, and she got more blonde highlights in brown hair which she had gotten done just before our trip. It was long and wavy. I told her how hot she looked. She changed the locks on the house and the codes to the garage. She planned to sell the house once the divorce was final. She talked about drama at work and how this get away was what she needed. I didn't share much about Mandy and Susan really wasn't interested. She was interested that I was close to getting certified as a personal trainer and asked if I had ever thought of going on my own. I had because I enjoyed helping people feel better about themselves. Susan hinted that if I need a financial backer she could help on one condition. I couldn't keep sleep with my clients. We both burst out laughing. I told her there might be one exception. Susan got quiet. I said "You!" She smiled and she brushed the back of her hand against my face. We arrived at dusk at this small cabin near a lake. The key was inside an old milk container box. Susan unlocked the door and we walked around. It had two bedrooms, a screen in porch with a swing and rocking chairs. It was rustic but very clean. We got out bags and set them down in the bigger bedroom. I got the groceries we picked up just before getting ther and Susan unpacked them. When she finished we sat on the porch swing and took the scenery in. There were only a few boats on the water and the tint waves lapped up on shore was very tranquil. The swing made loud creaking sounds but you forgot about them after awhile.

Susan seemed quiet as we looked out at the water. I took her hand and asked what she was thinking. Her big brown eyes stared at me. They were watery. She smiled and said she was ok but she wanted to tell me something important. I was confused and began to speculate what she wanted to tell me. I was way off!! Susan started by telling me how much she cared for me and how she had never felt more desirable and attractive before me. She couldn't understand the attraction I had for her. I started to say something but she kindly asked to let her finish. She had to stand up from the swing and paced around nervously. She was shaking as she looked at me then all around. Susan was talking to herself asking why she was so nervous to ask me. I stood up and hugged her. We pecked just a little. Susan hugging me back staring at me said, "I need you to get me pregnant." I stepped back as she let me go. It wasn't what I had expected to hear! I thought she was going to say she was in love with me. I was sideswiped and speechless. Susan continued to talk at a fast pace. I only heard pieces of what she said to me afterwards as my mind was stuck on her wanting me to get her pregnant.

Susan noticed my blank stare as I tried to process it all. She was ovulating, she wanted sex but only in missionary. I had missed other details she had said. Susan took my hand and we went into the bedroom. I let her take my clothes off. My cock was easily stimulated by her touch. She slipped her sex sundress off and slipped out of her panties. I snapped out of my fog and saw how sexy she looked. We kissed and touched each other. Then Susan laid on the bed. The bed sank and squeaked from the old springs. She opened her legs and I wanted to go down on her but she pulled me up over her perfect melon shaped breasts. We kissed very softly. She reached down and guided my tip into her. Susan moaned in a quiet satisfying tone. Her voice was so sexy. We kissed some, we looked into each other's eyes, as I slowly moved deeper into her. Her pussy felt warm, moist, and so right. It was transcending to me. I wanted to stay inside her for as long as I could. I told her I loved and Susan said, "Oh sweetie, I care deeply for you too!" she kissed me then she gave me specific instructions to cum when I was as deep as I could go. The sex felt off. I was thrilled to be with this sexy beautiful woman but I felt like I wee being used. Normally, I liked being used sexually this seemed more business like. I was getting close and decided to fake having an orgasm. I had my cock deeply in Susan, she lifted her heavy thick thighs up and I faked cumming. I even jerked my body and grunted to sell it. Susan kept her pelvic area tilted upwards making me stay inside her as long as I could. I buried my face down into her chest. Her fleshy breasts felt so soothing. I liked using them as pillows. I pulled out of Susan still erect and moved off of Susan. She felt down between her legs and I watched thinking she was going to masturbate for me. Instead she checked to see if she was oozing. When she didn't get the result she wanted, Susan got upset.

I had never seen her so mad and I didn't appreciate the way she berated me. She stood up naked, her whole body shook and moved like a big beautiful woman does...it was so sexy. She raised her voice. "You had only one job to do! Why did you fake it??" Her voice went into a low booming tone which kind of startled me. Her plan had unraveled. I spat off something I shouldn't have which only made things worse. Susan slipped the sundress over her head. She jumped and jiggled when she pulled it over her enormous tits and thick hips. I wanted to jump her. I found her anger and the way she got so bossy sexy. I even commented on it, Susan went to the porch area and sat on the swing. I wasn't sure what to do so, I picked up my bag and put it in the other bedroom. I shut the door and locked it and crashed in the bed. The bed was even softer than the other bed we were in. The old springs groaned under just my weight. I threw a blanket over me and waited. It was not going according to either Susan nor my plans. Why were we fighting when we should of been having the best sex of our lives??

The minutes seemed like hours with neither of us folding. Eventually, I gave up and unlocked the door and opened it slightly. I heard Susan in the swing creaking and groaning. I went to her still naked. My cock was hanging between my legs. It was much cooler out on the screened in porch now. Susan looked at me and gave me a reassuring smile. She stood up and we hugged. No words were said and my cock began to get excited. I moved my hand up between her and grabbed her twit firmly. Susan yelped. I wasn't taking any chances. I kept my foot on the gas. I hiked her dress up and started rubbing her pussy. I kissed her neck. She reached down and made easy work on getting me hard. The dress came off and was discarded on the floor. I manipulated Susan to the sliding screen door and unlocked it. I pulled her outside in the cool breeze and pushed her up against the picnic table just a few feet in front of the water. The boats were far enough away and it was dark out now, I bent Susan over the table. She used her arms to hold herself up. I rubbed my fingers up between her legs she spread them apart. Her breathing was loud and I could tell she was as excited as I was being naked out doors. I pushed my cock up into her big bubble butt. My cock had found its mark and I pushed into her super hard. Susan jumped and twisted around surprisingly quick making my cock fall out of her. She slapped me in the face and I could tell her face was flush from the full moon reflecting off the water. I honestly was confused and stunned by the force she hit me in the face with her open hand. I was rubbing my jaw mostly from the action and not the force behind it. Susan exasperated said in a quick short tone, "You went into the wrong hole!" It took me a second to realize I had gone up into her ass.

Susan was walking around on her tippy toes which made her perfect rack bounce and sway. She did small circles turning around and rubbing her ass. I enjoyed watching and images of me fucking her ass popped into my head. Susan being aware of her being naked as she danced around moved back into the cabin. I followed her saddened by yet another miss. Susan moved through the porch and bent over to pick up her sundress. I moved up behind her and squeezed her ass. Susan let out a high pitched,"What the f*****!" she stumbled forward into and over a wooden rocking chair. Her head went straight into the wall knocking herself out cold. Her whole body slumped over the chair in a very unflattering position. I moved over to her as soon as it had happened. The whole thing seemed to go down in slow motion. I untangled her extremely heavy limp body from the chair. I called out Susan's name multiple times with no response. I rolled her over onto her back. She was breathing but very shallow from feeling her breath and her chest moving slightly. I was fairly strong but there was no way to pick Susan's lifeless body up to the couch or bed. I ran and grabbed pillows for her head and moved her gently onto them. I then soaked a hand towel with cold water and placed it on the large bump that formed above her right eye. Her whole body began to quiver from the cool air that hit her bare skin. I ran to the bedroom and pulled the top quilt off and placed it over Susan. She was starting to snap out of it. She moaned and lightly touched her head. She looked around and seemed very disoriented. When she saw me leaning over her naked she jumped up putting her back up against the same wall she had just head butted. When she realized it was someone she knew she relaxed. Susan was scaring me with her antics. I asked her if she recalled what had just happened. She winced as she touched the bump on her head. I fell over and hit my head is what she said. I didn't remind her that it was caused by me grabbing her ass. We had the most odd inchorant conversation. She said her head hurt and her ass thinking it was from the fall. I kept her talking as I had to really exert myself to get Susan up. The bump was already starting to yellow, her right eye was looking puffy, one elbow and both her thighs had bruises. She lumbered to the bed. I tried to have her sit down slowly but she collapsed making the bed strain under her dead weight. She said she felt dizzy and felt sick. I grabbed a bucket from a nearby closet and held it for Susan. She threw up. When she had finished, she seemed to feel much better and recalled that I had grabbed her ass and that was why she fell. Susan didn't seem alright and I figured she had suffered a sever concussion.

I had another problem. Susan became very grabby of me. She was acting very forward and was making very seductive suggestions as she was trying to get me into bed with her. I liked this raunchy side of Susan but I had to remind her she had a concussion. Susan threw off the blanket and opened herself up. Again, I loved the dirty girl skit she was putting on but I had to get her to a hospital. She wasn't herself and acted kind of drunk. It took loads of restraint and effort to get Susan somewhat dressed and not fuck her raw. She wore a lose fitted shirt with no bra and a large pair of sweatpants with no panties. I drove as Susan kept trying to put her hands down my pants and trying to undress me. She made driving very difficult and succeeded in pulling my cock out and tearing my shirt. Then as crazy as she was about to give me head, she passed out. I was startled and scared when she didn't respond. I freaked out and pulled over on the side of the road. I jumped out and pulled my pants up as I ran around to the door. When I got to her side of the vehicle, I opened the door crying out her name. Susan was alert again and she was laughing at me. I thought she was delirious and was very concerned. She started talking much more normal and stated it was all a ruse. I didn't believe her and told her she needed to see a doctor. Susan was very convincing how after throwing up she was fine but wanted me to suffer because I had made her fall over. I quizzed her and she answered everything straight. I didn't but it and forced her to the hostpital. Susan was now upset with me and didn't talk to me as she was now able to walk on her own accord just fine. I tried to help but she slapped my hand away.

We ended up being in the emergency room all night and into the morning hours. I had forgotten Susan's purse and so verifying her insurance was a long nightmare. Even though Susan was upset with me she backed up my story under suspected eyes from the nurses. I got very unsettling looks from the female nurses. Some that said what a pervert and others kind of giving me a 'let's go' vibe. It did turn out that Susan had suffered a concussion and she was having headaches. The unusually attractive woman doctor scolded Susan in front of me for objecting to come to the hospital and also gave her props for hooking up with a younger man. If Susan wasn't in the room and I even had a remote chance..I would of liked the oppurtinity to fuck her.

I drove us back to the cabin. We ate a little something and went to bed in our clothes. We woke up in the early afternoon. Susan's eye was mostly swollen shut and her forehead was this sickly looking yellowish color. Her whole body ached. She took some pain medication and groaned with every move. With both of us out of sorts, we packed up and left the cabin early. Susan mostly slept as I drove us back to her house. I offered to stay and watch over her but she said it was best that I go. We hugged very briefly and gave what felt like a last good bye kiss.

I went back to my apartment to find Mandy very excited to see me back. I half expected my apartment to be in shambles, empty, or Mandy with another guy...instead she jumped into my arms. She kissed me extremely hard. Mandy didn't ask me about my weekend getaway with Susan, she could tell by the look on my face. We showered together. Mandy gave me a welcome home blow job. I was rough with her as I fucked her pretty face. She took it all gagging and coughing the whole way. In bed, I stretched her pussy open pounding her mercilessly until shooting my load into her. The awesome sex made me realize that Susan for as perfect hot curvy and sexy as she was wasn't worth the drama from this older woman. I didn't see Susan for many months. Unfortunately Mandy went back to her parents after she caught me in bed with her friend, Alisha. Mandy never let me into her ass where her friend, Alisha, was much more willing. Mandy walked into seeing Alisha laying on my small kitchen table getting her ass plugged with my extra thick cock. We didn't stop! Mandy shouted at us calling her Alisha a slut...which she was and then stormed back out. With Mandy out of the picture too, I lost interest in Alisha. It was surprisingly amicable for Alisha and I. She had gotten another notch in her body count and I got to tap her incredibly nice tight ass leaving a very nice gape in it.