Black Cock Question

After years of dating, my boyfriend introduced interracial

We have been dating for 9 years. Our sex life is good. It involves sex, toys, flirty chat and lots of insinuation. About a year or so ago, we did a shopping excursion at a local sex toy store. The woman was very helpful and honestly made me comfortable. My boyfriend, after some coxing, finally says he wants to get a large rubber black dildo to be used on me. The woman showed us some and gave us some unfiltered advice. She said interracial was a fetish that can open up an entire world of sexual play. However, this type of play has been known to be addictive for white women. She indicated she knewsome black men who would certainly be open to joining us. My heart was beating through my pussy at that point. I had my own thoughts - what if I don’t like it? What if I like it? Obviously that is my own struggle to work through. We buy the dildo and it is put to use very often. We have since bought another one which allows for two black men to simultaneously fuck me and be sucked by me. The second one shoots cum so it is and feels different. The thought of a black man shooting his load inside of me makes my head spin. This second one has sent me down a rabbit hole of what if’s and increased desire to try this in real life. The thought of giving up my white body to one or two black men makes me soak myself. I want this, but I have so many questions. I have listed some below for anyone who feels like answering them.

Here are my questions: what is this like for any woman who has done this? If your man has a small penis (like mine), has your pussy welcomed and enjoyed the larger black cock? Is the fucking and overall vibe different with a black man or men? I have read that black men much much much prefer bare versus a condom. What are your thoughts on that? I have read they always want to bring friends. Is that true? Has this become an addiction? Any words or thoughts would be appreciated.

Should I go along and do it? What’s the harm in trying it one time, right? Thank you.