I got pregnant on a trip to Jamaica

I took the trip for two reasons, one was my mom leaving me money and a note for me to go and two was I needed to get away after she passed from my life.

My mom had always been my very best friend growing up, even after meeting my husband to be. He's older then I am but your sex life was just crazy. I mean we fucked any chance we got, and I remember being at home alone with my boyfriend or husband to be, and for some reason mom came back catching us on her bed with my legs wrapped around my man, as he had pushed in deep when mom ran in the room spanking my lover on his ass with her bare hand screaming for him to stop raping me. Well I think it made him get off even harder, and my mom never forgive him for fucking me on their bed. To the day she died she didn't like my husband.

Then my older brother catching us behind the gym during our schools football game. After that when it was just the 3 of us he would call my husband a horny bastard, which he was until we bought our first house with the pressure of making the payments, and his boss jerking him around. So he went out on his own as a plumber taking jobs away from his old boss, but he started working crazy hours and at time I wouldn't see him for 2 or 3 days, and then for maybe a hour or two. I know at times he was sleeping in his truck for like a couple hours, then going back to work. Yes he was making great money, but the cost was our love life.

My mom got sick and with my dad already in a nursing home due to having Alzheimer's so it was me who had to care for her. The worse she got the more time I had to take off my job, until my boss told me either I got a nurse to live with my mom, or I had to go because he couldn't have me working so on and off like I was. So I quit to take care of my mom. I knew it was a bit of a hit to our income, but I couldn't afford to hire a nurse for my mom, plus I just couldn't have a stranger in my parents home. My husband said I made the right decision, so I didn't feel to bad over not working a job anymore.

When my mom went down hill it was hard on me, but she had her good days then it was maybe a good few hours, before one day I made her soup for her lunch like always. I served her bed finding she had just had her last good hours, with her passing away as I made the soup. Yes it ripped my heart out, and my husband spent as much time as he could with me, but my heart was broken. My brother came home and helped getting their house ready to be sold, with my dad not having a clue who anyone was anymore, and was living more in his head as a young boy, and not as a father anymore. The will had everything split 50-50 with both of us paying for the nursing home. I stopped going to see dad, because when I did I cried for a day afterwards.

After the will was read the lawyer said my mom wanted me to have this just for me, and no one else. When I opened it there was a pile of 100 dollar bills with a note from her. It said " To my daughter who I loved more then anything, I want you to go to Jamaica to ' she named the resort ' and have the time of your life. Please honey go, without that man you married and enjoy yourself." I show the note and the cash to my husband and he said I should do as it says. I wasn't so sure but my friend Gail said we both should go together, so I decided to go.

I guess I should tell you what I had been doing as a fill in for not having a sex life anymore. On my laptop I was looking around and when I typed in a search for puppies, somehow a site came up with people having sex with dogs. Well mom was a sleep and I was beyond horny, so I watched a few videos showing women having total sex with their dogs, and this one girl or young woman who looks much like I do, was giving her great Dane a blow job. Well I had to rub my clit was I watched her getting her mouth filled over and over as he shot his cum in her mouth, I'm sure she had to of swallowed half of what he was shooting in her mouth. The next video showed her bent over as his huge cock kept missing her pussy until it didn't, and she came with him fucking her as I came on my fingers. After that I searched for large cocked videos finding most were of black men fucking white women, and most of the women had wedding rings on, with their husbands watching them for the most part being barebacked by these huge black cocks. So my fantasies were becoming all I could think about, when I got super horny.

At the airport Gail said to me " Just wait until you see those guys down there, you won't believe your eyes. Fuck I'm getting wet just thinking about it." Ok I will admit I knew nothing of Jamaica other then it has white sandy beaches. We got off the plane and in the airport it was 90% black people, and having seen those videos I now knew what Gail had been going on about. Gail just never shut up on the drive to the resort, but I was able to call my husband saying I would only call if something had happened, not wanting to bother him as he was working. We got our rooms, yes we had our own rooms, but with what ended up happening we should've save the money on Gail's room.

We went to our rooms to get into our bikinis and when Gail seen mine she said " What the fuck. You have to shave that shit off, you have hair showing girl." Well I had only had trimmed my bikini line once and I had a bunch of cuts, so when I told that to Gail she said " Come with me and I will fixed you up." We went to her room with her pulling my bottoms all the way off, before getting what she needed. Well her hands on me down there, and her touching my clit had me almost climbing the walls, as she shaved me totally bald like I was as little girl, and as she was wiping me clean she went down on me. I have never been with a female and never even thought about it, but she knew what she was doing and soon had me coming on her mouth. But she made me cum 3 fucking times before she said we should go get some sun. I never knew until now that my friend is bi, but I sure do now.

We found a spot on the beach with this black guy coming over asking if we wanted anything to drink. Gail asked if they had a house drink which they did with her ordering two of them. Well they tasted great, and the guy taking our order had to have a sock pushed down his trunks with the way it bulged out. Gail said after our 3rd drink she said " Fuck I want that fucking huge cock he has in those trunks and have it deep in me tonight, and the way you were coming on my tongue I think you could use some of that as well." I kept my mouth shut, but I was thinking the same way but I was married, so that wasn't in the cards.

We went in for dinner and the food wasn't great, but I ate mostly fruit so it didn't matter. I put a sun dress over my bikini as Gail wanted to go dance, so when we met she had a dress on that barely covered her ass and it didn't take long for me to see she didn't have anything under it on. I don't drink much but those drinks tasted so good, that I drank more than I should've plus, dancing with these guys had me thinking bad thoughts with Gail and me heading to my room, only because it was closer. Gail had this guy who had to be close to 7 foot tall and in good shape, but the bulge he was packing was very large against my almost rib cage when we danced.

We had a bottle of champagne on ice in my room from the hotel, so we opened it and the next thing I knew Gail was sitting on my bed with what had to be a foot of black cock in her hands, as she took the head of it in her mouth as she started giving this guy we had just met maybe two hours earlier a blow job. I grabbed my phone taking pictures of her sucking this guy. I felt my bikini bottoms getting wet, as I watched her. She pulled him from her mouth saying " Come on I won't tell anyone if you give it a try." Well I love giving head, so I took Gail's place doing my best to deep throat this guy. I knew I was cheating, but it had been about 5 weeks the last time I was with my husband, and it was very hurried so fuck, and I'm on the pill so nothing to worry about.

Gail got on the bed with her dress pulled up to her neck, as our friend started pushing his bare cock inside of her. I said " Aren't you going to put a condom on first?" He laughed saying " We don't use those things here on this island." I didn't know if that was true, but I took a couple pictures of that cock going in her so fucking deep. I wasn't planning on going that far, but I was beyond fucking horny and it was a fantasy of mine after seeing those videos on my laptop, so I dropped my bikini bottoms getting on the bed just like Gail. Fuck I never felt anything like it in my life, but I had to stop him a few times when he went in way to deep, and with Gail using her fingers on my clit my orgasms were mind blowing with him filling me, with me yelling at him to fill me. I never had a clue sex could be like this, and after I think I was purring like a little kitten as I fell asleep.

When I woke up in the morning Gail was in my arms, as what we did the night before came back to me. How could I have done those things as my husband was working like a stave back home. I raised my head seeing we were alone with Gail totally naked, and me still wearing my dress minus my bikini bottoms. I rolled over feeling between my legs feeling something just inside my outer lips that was sticky, plus I was somewhat raw beyond that. I got up with the room kind of spinning, as I barely made it to the bathroom sitting on the toilet I thought I should call my husband and explain that I fucked up, but I just couldn't push send on my phone. It just couldn't happen again.

Well 3 days later it happened again but with 2 guys this time with the only difference was, when I woke up mid morning Gail was on the couch being fucked, and I was alone but totally naked. As the night before came back to me, the reason for a weird taste in my mouth came back to me. I remembered being on my back being fucked deeply, with Gail facing the other way above me with her cum dripping out of her, as she was being fucked by the same guy from that first night. I remember how his balls seemed to bounce, as he pumped his cum in her. When he pulled out Gail sat on my face, as cum from him and her kind of ran in my mouth, as I swallowed. It was the first time I had ever kind of ate a woman's pussy. I couldn't remembered if I like it, or if she came on my face.

After that it was every night with the two of us being fucked by at times up to 5 guys, and one afternoon I found out that the guy who had been serving us drinks on the beach. I will tell you he didn't have socks in his trunks, but it was had to be over a foot and fat cock that made me cum so hard, that at one point I blacked out. It was the next to last night that I did something I would never allow any man, not even my husband to do, and that's to enter anything in my asshole. The thing that was in my ass was a big black cock, and our guy from the first night was in my pussy. At first the pain was bad, but some lube was dripped on my ass and it got feeling not great but good enough I came a couple times, before my butt was filled with cum.

The last day and night I refused, saying I couldn't take the chance of having one or more of my openings down there to be looking swollen piece of meat, and like I had been totally fucked out, which I had been, and if it was a month before my husband had time to fuck me, that was fine with me. Back at home he kept asking me about what we did, and if I got drunk, and did I dance with any of the locals, but I didn't want to answer his question, so I give short answers only worried I would say to much.

I remember thinking with mom gone, that I should go find a new job when all of a sudden I felt sick, and just got to the bathroom in time. It was weird, I was totally fine, and in a split second I felt sick. I was fine the rest of the day but at 6 in the morning I woke feeling sick again, but not making it to the toilet this time, when I threw up all over the floor. What a fucking mess to clean up. It was next day my husband came home finding me being sick. I told him that it was very weird that it would hit me, and I had seconds to make it to the bathroom so far. He thought I may've picked up a bug down there in Jamaica, and I should go to the doctor to be checked out. Well after 5 times it happening in 6 days, I give in and went.

The doctor had me to blood work and pee in a cup with a bunch of things, and as I had just finished dressing he came back into the room telling me I was pregnant, and the time line put it early on when I was in Jamaica being fucked half to death. My whole world just came crashing down around me, as I knew it had to be a black baby in me growing. It was a good thing I went by taxi cause I was in no shape to be driving on the way home. But on the way home I knew my husband deserves better then me, and I would pack my things and maybe stay with Gail, until I worked things out.

I had one bag packed with my panties and bras in between crying fits, and was on the bed crying when my husband walked in with flowers saying her was taking the whole weekend off. That's when he noticed, I was crying as he pulled me up holding me saying we could fix whatever was wrong. I think I said something like this " I won't abort it." or something like that. He didn't understand but the whole thing is fuzzy in my head, but I remember telling him I had sex in Jamaica and had a black baby in me. I then told him that I would leave, so he could find the wife he should have as I called myself what I still think I am, and that's a slut. He sat me down saying something like he didn't care about the color of the baby, because if it came from me it was our baby. I remember he dumped my packed bag in the bed telling me I wasn't going anywhere, and that he loves me and if anything it was his fault, which I can't understand because it was me who cheated not him, but he stills wants me and wants the baby growing inside of me. I know people will say ' why didn't you just abort that black baby ' but it's a life and I won't kill something because I fucked up.

What gets me is I took my birth control pills all along, and I know nothing is 100% in stopping you from getting pregnant, but why not like when we first got married and was having sex 10 to 15 times a week. I go to Jamaica and I think it was the first time I got fucked by that black guy, and I turn up pregnant. I did do something with my husband I would never let him do before, and that was fuck my ass as I told him he was taking my virgin ass for the first time. OK I know it's a lie, but he will never know.