As a young woman, abused so long by so many. I thought that was love

I was fucked the first time when too young to say. I barely had hair on my pussy, my areolae were puffing out and starting to hurt. The boy was 19 and I would sneak out trying to be a hot young teen when in reality I was just a young girl. That is what he wanted, he wanted a virgin. To keep him dating me, I gave him blowjobs early on. When he took me in a cheap. motel bed, I was bleeding, and he had cum in me, no protection and I was sore and hurting. He got hard again, I laid on my back to let him fuck me again because I knew that is what girls did for their boyfriends. He rolled me over, and stuck his big cock into my ass. He buttfucked me. I remember thinking that this must be what girls do for their boyfriends, let them fuck them in their mouth, the pussy and now the ass. He came in me, and I had to go to the bathroom. At 14 he said he needed money, and took some naked pictures of me then pictures of him fucking me, me sucking etc. He had another guy come over to fuck me for the pictures. I didn't think it would be for real, just put it in me and we'd take pictures. I was wrong. He also made me pretend that it was my first time getting anal, and pretend it hurt a lot, and wince my face up etc. I also did that with my pussy, he put some red thick stuff inside my pussy lips like it was my virgin blood.

Next he was selling videos, and putting me on chat spaces to chat live with men and women, couples, get naked, rub myself, put dildos in me, even get fucked on camera when they wanted it. Within 2 months he had an offer, it was a lot of money if I would meet this couple. They were in their mid 30s, I was 15 at the time. He took me in, I'd made arrangements with my mom that I'd be staying the weekend with a friend. Not that she cared, she knew I'd been fucking and even got me morning after twice. In their back yard, at their pool, his bulge was huge, bigger than I'd seen before. I didn't realize it when I saw it on camera. He was good looking, hairy though and I didn't like that, he did have a big cock. It was 8 inches long when it was soft. "You'll love it when he fucks you" the wife told me. She was Della, 5ft. 7in tall, 110lbs, very shapely D cup soft tits, I only had small B's by that time but at least my brown pussy hair had come in. She had short black hair, and black on her pussy, trimmed to perfection. Her pussy lips had drops of moisture coming between them. She took my hand and rubbed it between her outer lips, she was so wet. "See what you've done to me? Now take off your clothes"

They wanted me to swim around naked, on my back, on my stomach, they kept me swimming I was getting really tired. They were kissing and feeling each other, she was right his cock was massive. I was really scared to get out of the water. They made me come out, she rubbed vaseline on my butthole and on his cock, I'm on my hands and knees, she spread her pussy in my face and I begin on her. Then he did it. His monster hurt worse than my first time in my butt. Pulling out he came on her perfect tits and made me lick it all off. At that they walked into the house, didn't say anything but I limped in behind them moving slowly after that monster stretched my hole out and hurt me. I get in and there were cleaning supplies, a gag and some leather and rope. They tied up my little tits, so tight they hurt. They wrapped rope around them till they were sticking out and getting redder and redder. I was crying and she had me step into this leather strap thing. It had two dildos in it, one in each hole, then the gag put in. "Now clean the house, do a good fucking job or you will regret it" she yelled at me. In the meantime they were fucking and I realized it was my job to clean up any mess they made. I had to cook dinner for them, not for me. They gave me a sandwich.

At night, I was in bed with them, both of them fucking me, me eating both of them, I had to lick her pussy after he fucked her, and she did the same to me. The next day, she had me stand next to the bed and bend over with my face and tits on the bed, ,my feet still on the ground. Then the belt hit. After only about 4 I was crying hysterically, he put the gag in my mouth. She continued until I had welts on my ass, then he put the pins in my nipples, and in my tits. We got dressed and with the two dildos inside me with the leather thing holding them in, no panties, a super short mini skirt and almost see through blouse, high heels (which I wasn't used to) I was taken out to shop. The pins still in my tits, dildos in my lower holes, I was trying to walk right. They got angry, she took me into the womens room, locked the door, and yanked out the dildos. Then spanked me with her hand, on my ass wasn't as bad but it stung because of the welts from the morning. Then she made me take off my blouse. She used a piece of leather from the dildos and started hitting my tits with the pins in them. Trying to dry my tears she had the dildos in her handbag I got dressed and we walked back out. She found lots of sexy clothes, outer and lingerie for me to wear while he took me out to the van and fucked me again.

My boyfriend had sold me to them totally. They finally told me, then they gave the same amount to my drunk, slut mom and she didn't care either. I was their slave. They would regularly have men and women over to have sex with me, and sometimes them. I was rented out as a house slave to clean other peoples homes, and of course have sex with them. One old woman I hated to go with. She was about 70, wrinkled, saggy tits, scraggly hair on her pussy. She made me lick her butt for up to 30 minutes at a time, then she'd do it to me. I had to eat her wrinkled old pussy. She never liked the way I cleaned her house, and she'd smack me around a lot. One night, there was a group of people there, and they made me get on all fours on the floor and let 3 dogs fuck me. When I was crying over it, a man asked permission it was granted, and he whipped my ass with his belt, then fucked me in my dog fucked holes, both of them. They made me tell the group how much I liked getting fucked by the dogs, how it was the best fuck ever, I really wanted it all the time. Then two more dogs. That old woman walked up to me, and finger fucked my dog cummed pussy for a while, then put her fingers in my mouth. Then she slapped me and called me a dog-fucked whore.

The man in the couple died after about 10 years. By that time I was used to them, I liked them, I wanted to please them. The woman kept me around but got so rough. My holes were stretched worse than they ever were before. I am now away from her, 34 years old, and have prolapsed pussy and asshole. I'm no good to anyone anymore for sex.

All because at such a young age I wanted so much to be a woman, not a girl, and I let some asshole fuck both my lower holes on the same night. Like a dumbass I thought that was just want a girl did for her man.