It just happened.

I never planned on this happening but now that it has I don't think it will end soon.

I bit of back ground first. I had my son just after my 18th birthday, and I have no idea who the dad is. You know how it goes, you go to a party you were told by your parents not to go too. You climb out your bedroom window and at the party something is put in your drink. You end up in a bedroom being a piece of meat for anyone with a cock to fuck. I remember climbing back into my bedroom about 6 in the morning but still not sure what was going on around me. I think someone helped me, but I'm not sure.

Anyway I played sick for 3 days before I went back to school, and the way the guys, and some of the girls were looking at me, it was like I was the biggest whore who ever walked the earth. Fuck, I had only had sex twice, and it was with my boyfriend I was sure I was going to marry, but after the second time we did it he dropped me maybe because I said that I wanted us to grow old together. Well I missed my next two periods then, I was to scared to say anything to my parents, but when mom noticed I was getting a belly on my slim body she started in on me, and after the 4th day of her on me I screamed that I was pregnant, and had no idea who the father is. Well the roof came off the house until dad got home with him being the one who said they would help me with the baby.

My baby boy was born 9 days after I turned 18 and mom hardly would talk to me, but dad loved the baby. I think the reason mom was so pissed off was after she had me, she couldn't have anymore babies and she didn't want baby she didn't give birth to, so I was it for them. Well my baby was 24 months when I started working serving tables at a pizza shop. My baby will never know my mom, because she pulled out in front of a loaded semi. The driver of the semi said that she was looking right at him, when she pulled out. My baby boy had just started school when my dad who had been having a lot of pain, found out that at 52 he was head to toe cancer with him passing 3 months later. So with both my parents gone, and one uncle who lives halfway around the world, I am on my lone with a 6 year old. Well dad had a large bank account, and with the house paid for plus his 3/4 of a million life insurance my son and me were ok.

Fast forward to my 33rd birthday. I am still single, I don't date, or go out with my whole life. My soon to be 15 year old son who stands 6 feet tall and weighs in at 164 LBS and is all muscle. I tease him that he has to have girls falling all over him, but he says that he only has eyes for one girl who doesn't think of him in the way he thinks of her. I give him a hug saying to just give it time she will come around. For my birthday my son and me went out for dinner and a movie, I felt like I was on a date. I mean my son put his arm over my shoulders at the movie, and even held my hand after on the 7 block walk home. I felt like a teenager again.

At home I said I was tried and my son said happy birthday to me and then kissed me on my lips. The kiss lasted maybe a touch longer then it should've, but it felt so nice maybe because I couldn't tell you when the last time I had been kissed by anyone. On my sons birthday we went out again, but this time he had me order a bottle of wine with dinner, which I had to drink and by the time to leave came, I was having trouble even to walk, so my son called a cab. At home he went into the kitchen and opened a bottle of wine I have had for about a year I guess, pouring me a large glass and just a small glass for himself. I knew he wouldn't drink anymore, so I didn't say anything about the wine.

We sat on the couch when he bent down picking my feet up placing them in his lap. He gives the best foot rubs, but this seemed to be different this time, and maybe it was because I had a skirt on and not my normal pants. He rubbed one foot then the other before he did do something different, and that was to rub my ankle before rubbing between my ankles and my knees. I felt wonderful with him only stopping to refill my glass with more wine. I looked down seeing my knees a good foot apart as I thought he can see my panties. For some reason I didn't see anything wrong with him seeing his mothers panties.

I laid my head back having finished the whole bottle, as my son was giving me the best rub ever as his hands moved up my legs coming within a couple inches of my panties, as I laid my head back letting my son make me feel so relaxed, and yes more then a little horny to be truthful. I mean no male or female as far as that goes as touch me after that party where yes, I was raped over and over. Well ok doctors have only touch what they had to, ok? But his hands had me like butter in his hands when he said " Mom I think it's time for bed." He got me up and all but carried my 118 LBS to first to my bathroom, with him standing watching me pee. When he got me up my panties hit the floor, but I only wear a nighty so no big deal.

Back in my bedroom my son slowly undressed me, as I thought that he shouldn't be doing this, but I couldn't even talk right, so I have no idea what I was saying, but when he took my bra off he said " Mom your tits are so perfect." He then undid my skirt my last piece of clothing as he removed it leaving me totally naked in front of him, as he looked me up and down many times with a look I could only call lust on his face. He began to undress and when his shirt came off, his 6 pack looked like out of some magazine or something. I know he workout hard, but he was just so perfect as he undid his pants pulling them down with his underwear as I grasped seeing his very hard cock that looked to be 6, maybe more inches as he got on top of me.

He kissed me again as I tried to cover my breasts, he broke the kiss and only said " Don't." Has he moved down licking then sucking on my very elect nipple. Yes, ok I was very turned on as he pinched the first nipple as he sucked the other nipple. God I could feel his rock hard cock against my thighs, and I wanted to open my legs in the worse way, but he's my son. He kissed his way down pulling my legs open even as I did try to keep them closed, he held my legs open as he went down on my pussy. No person had ever done this to me and my god it felt like nothing I had ever felt in my life, and by now I didn't care he was my son I was pulling my legs apart for him, as for the first time I felt my orgasm coming on from something other then my fingers, and it was going to be mind blowing.

When My orgasm happened I saw flashing colors, as my whole body was moving everywhere and no where as I heard " Mom your going to pull my hair out." I had no idea when I grabbed his hair, but I had two handfuls and was pulling hard. I let go and before I had really came down he pushed his hard steel cock deep inside of me, as he began fucking me with the love I had never felt before in my life. I had only ever been fucked before twice and then raped, but this was making love, and even if I wasn't drunk I would not stop him. He said into me ear " Oh god mom this is better then I ever dreamed my first time would be like." My love for him gushed out of me, as we made our deep love to each other.

I came about the same as when he made me cum with his mouth, and I asked to get on top as I wanted to show my son how much I love him. He came close to coming with me but I stopped moving, but the next time he was ready so was I, and I swear I could fell him shooting so hard inside of me with this being the first time I was awake when I was came in. I laid on top of my son not believing what we had just done, not that I was mad we did it, but what I guess I never thought making love like this with someone to love more then life it's self, could make you so fulfilled like I was now.

We made love once more that night, and twice more in the morning with me trying to give my very first blow job. I knew I really should go get the morning after pill and maybe some condoms, and maybe go on the pill for the first time in my life but my son said " Mom with the investments you have made, and us not needing to live in the city we could sale and move not out of town, but to a much cheaper place as you have our baby." The words ' our baby ' sat me back as my son said " Mom I want to hold the baby you and me make together, and maybe one or two more." He picked me up holding me a good 6 inches off the floor as he said to me " I have been in love with you as soon as girls got interesting to me, and I never wanted anyone but you."

Well it's been 3 months now after our first night making love and my son who now sleeps in my bed with no need for pills or condoms, due to me being 6 weeks pregnant with his baby. The house sold in 5 days and by moving farther from city center we are making 400 grand for our pockets, so I can be a full time mom unlike when I had my son. My son could be going to one of the colleges that have been scouting and talking to his coach, so that would mean up to 4 years of being without him, but I know he wants to play pro so this would be a great stepping stone for him. I just hope he comes home from time to time to satisfy what he awoke in me after years of thinking I didn't need a man. In a way I really hope he finds and falls in love with a woman more his age, marries and has a family with her. I have the finances to raise this child, and maybe one or two more. Whatever happens we will be ok with it.