F37 paid a femme domme to spank me

In my house growing up, my 2 sisters and brother, and our mom were all spanked openly by my dad. Even my mom endured the demeaning act. We grew up that way, I remember early as a small child, my mom stripping naked and laying over my fathers knee for her spankings. Then it went that way with my brother and my sisters and me. All the family had to gather and watch as the subject person took off their clothes and naked laid over my fathers lap and spanked. On more severe infractions (I once got two C's on my report card) we had to remove clothing, lay over the arm of the couch and my father used his belt on us. After spankings or the belt, we had to stand in the corner of the room while everyone else sat and watched TV or listened to music of whatever. The last 10 minutes we were told to turn and face outward. Our breasts, pussy, or my brothers cock showing to us all.

I went to college, met some boys, had sex, got knocked up, dad made me take a whipping, then an abortion. I graduated and in med school am not an M.D. I did get married once, divorced, he had a really nice cock and fucked great he just couldn't keep it in his pants around the nurses. I even had a two year long lesbian romance with a woman. I preferred that, but still let guys fuck me occasionally as I do now. I realized what I had been missing and wanted the humiliation of being spanked, or punished. I tried to get a girlfriend to do it but she just lightly tapped my ass and a somewhat neanderthal guy I knew turned out to be too sensitive to hurt a woman. My girlfriend said she knew a girl from college that was a professional domme. So I called and made an appt. We talked about all the things in advance.

I showed up and in front of two other women dommes and one sub, she made me stand in front of everyone and undress. "I thought this was in private, at least at first" I said. I got a big slap across the tits, "Shut the fuck up and you only talk when I ask a question, got it? You'll do as I say, right?" "yes" I answered and was told to bare my tits before stripping. I opened my blouse, and undid my front closing bra my 36C's out, nipples at attention. She pulled out a leather strap about 8 inches long from somewhere and whacked me across my nipples 3 times in rapid succession. I was bending over, whining, grabbing my tits. "Do you know what the fuck that was for you stuck up whore?" she asked. "No" I answered which got me 4 more, marks rising on my tits now, my nipples starting to bruise. "It's because you don't address me except as mistress, maam, or whatever I tell you. In public I make you call me lover, or whatever, but here it's mistress or maam". I answered "Yes, Maam" and got another whack, "I want you to call me mistress today. Now strip" she told me "Yes Mistress". I got naked while the sub was looking at me, especially at my legs and brown haired pussy. The other dommes were laughing at me. One of them chimed in "I'll be that whore pussy was used a lot". I was instructed to stand against the wall. Each mistress came up and sucked on my tits, one kissed me with her tongue all in my mouth, each of the three fingered my pussy roughly and it hurt, I was aching and whining. Then they told the sub to make "the cunt" feel better. I spread my legs as instructed and the sub ate my pussy. I didn't cum so the mistress used the leather to hit my tits and stomach. Then my pussy was hit, the sub was instructed to eat me to three orgasms. I was told if I didn't cum the sub would be taken, punished, and made to work in a street corner massage place as a whore for a month. The sub looked at me with tears in her eyes and motioned to me, "Please". I had three orgasms. My mistress said it was time to go for my punishment, shoving four fingers in my pussy I shrieked, "What was the last time one of those useless cocks fucked this thing?" she asked. "Last night and this morning mistress" I answered.

She was mad, I mean she turned instantly. "you dare come here to me, the same day, even the day after you've let some asshole man use your cunt?" She was hitting me all over with the strap as I walked as quickly as i could trying to dodge the hits into her room. I was laid across her lap, she was still dressed in basque, bra and panties with garter and stockings, all black. I was spanked 50 times, I was crying and begging her to stop. "you knew what was going to happen before you came here. Did you dad stop spanking you because you cried?" "No mistress". After 50 she took me back to the room, and in front of two customers of the other dommes, she had me exposed and standing in the corner of the room. After 30 minutes, she took me back to the room, I hadn't wanted more and she laid on the bed sitting up against the headboard, took off her bra and pulled my lips to her nipple. I sucked and nursed, and she moved me to the next. When she'd had enough, she yelled and in came the sub. She was a skinny little thing, probably A cup tits, dark nipples, almost no waist and a thick black mane on her pussy. Sub was ordered to lie down and "spread 'em". My head was pushed to her pussy and I ate.

Back in the main room, the other dommes there, one customer a sub, and my mistress announced that I sucked her tits, took my punishment, and ate the sub slaves pussy. The other dommes just laughed. One of them chided me "Shit you fucking bitch, eating that sluts cunt is like sucking on the over 100 cocks that she's had fuck that hairy cunt of hers." I was allowed to dress but only in front of them all, then I left.

I'm going back now on a regular Thursday night appt. For some reason, I cum now again when I'm getting fucked. I hadn't had that pleasure in over 4 years.