Part 1 my confession

My confession of how I got my wife and how it backfired on me.

This is a confession something i am not proud of even more so since it has got out of hand.
For years I have been hooked rape stories and videos. It is not something I am man enough to ever do my self I just love the thought of it. We have been married 23 yrs as childhood friends. I know she has never been unfaithful. Nor have I. I have just been harbouring rape, wife's being unfaithfull fantasys. Since our daughter has left home. I dont know why it changed but all I dream about is Angie my wife getting raped or being unfaithful.
Now over the last few years the Pakistanis have move into our area and nearly taken it over. Well we have a corner shop and it is run by Ally. We have both known him since he first took over the shop and I would say we have become friends over the years. One Sunday morning I was getting the papers and he was packing up all the old men's mags from the top shelf. For returns. I would be to embarrassed to buy any but I would quietly have a look. He picked one up and said this one is very popular Cheating wifes with a big busty woman naked in the arms of a very muscled blackman and in the back ground was a wimpy looky white male dressed watching. I did not know what to say. I know I would have loved to read it. So said really. ..Yes no accounting for the taste of men as he gave me a stare. I could not stop looking at it. When he picked up another one. Not so many pics but apparently a lot of stories and letters. He said it will cover anything your interested in What your favorite. With out thinking overloaded with all this porn I blurted out rape.. well he went quite and said wow I would never have thought that about you. 0mg he thinks I am a rapist. In my panic i say no no not me. I just want to watch it. With a sceptical look he say who then. In my panic i say my wife. Then it dawns on him. I am talking about watching my wife getting raped. So I understand you would like to watch Angie get raped. Well it was out now so I said yes. Not hurt just fucked by a stranger. He asks me if I have asked her. WHAT your joking right she would never go for it. I would be happy to watch her with a lover. No way that will evrr happen so my fantasys turned to rape. Sorry just forget it. Hang on she is a fit wife I would but she knows me. How many would rape her ? Well they would have to hold her down so say 3 at the most. Well I can ask around i am sure i can find 3 trust worthy lads. Give me a day or to and we can see what we can come up with. Do you have a photo of her better if she is naked. Errr yes a couple about 2yrs old. Ok thats new enough. Hear is my email address send them to me and I will let you know what I can do. I stood there stunned never thinking it could be arranged. It was a scary thought I said i am not sure maybe it should just stay a fantasy. He did not push me. Just enquiring ok. Send me the pics see what I can come up with you don't have to agree or say anyhing. Just if it is possible. Ummm Ok just to see if it is possible. Yea that's all.(I Realised later that he was playing me.
So I felt safe and a little relieved having told someone. I did send him about 6 all of them of her naked not porn no open legs just getting out the bath getting into bed a short holiday to nudist beach nothing bad. I said I hope thease will do they are 2and 3 yes old. He got right back to me and said great they will do. She is looking good naked in think her tits are bigger than I thought.You want me to find 3 lads to rape Angie. Not to hurt her but all 3 can fuck her. Is that her bum and mouth all 3 holes? And you want to watch it all. Do you want to be a part of it ? say they tie you up? Carefull if you do . If you get a hard on she may see it and get up set with you. Do you want them in condoms?
Wow that was more than I had thought about. So I emailed him and told him. No condoms is ok. No i just want to watch it dare not ever let her know i am involved. He got back straight away ahh Ok I can understand that. Do you have any thoughts on who old young anything they cant do apart from hurt her I know she may be sore and have the odd bruise can they bite her? Take videos?
Omg there is a lot more to this than I thought. I think younger men not boys .yes I know she may be sore especially her bum she don't let me do that and if they have big cocks I know it may hurt a bit. As for love bites ohh yes a good point I will see so I will end knowing about it so yes give her loads all over.
I think videos may be out i will have no controll over them. I may be able to use my phone from where I am watching.
Ok I think that covers every thing. Now remember its up to you we are just finding out if we can do it. So catch you later.
I was so innocent I brought into all he was telling me. Totaly unaware that I had committed my self to emails.
When a week later he asks if I can get away for a chat. Yes no problem. Just where and when ... Ok how my shop at 0700 Friday.... ok see you then. So there I am at his shop. He let's me in. And tells me that I have two choices he found 3 teenager that would do it and in making enquires he also has 3 older men they are not so pretty but he knows they have big cocks also they won't take a lot of messing about by that he say is she starts to cry and beg no. They don't like white women but understand they cant harm her. For him they are more the trust worthy at following instructions. Both groups want a letter saying you want this and so will not report this to the police... shit I can't give that to any of them .I can't write a letter like that. It will tell every one I ordered it... Ok I see what your saying but if they cum in her what if she wants to reports it what about dna. Its there safe guard. No no I cant give them a letter. I promise she won't report it. Umm how about this give me the letter I can show it to them but not let them have it. When it is done I can destroy the letter or give back to you. Umm I dont know what do they want me to say as I don't know them. Well just say that in the event of my wife Angie reporting a rape by Asian men I her husband have have given them permission. Omg I dont know I was not expecting this. Maybe it would be better if they wore condoms. Ahh come on John you know that you want them bare back.i promise I will keep the letter when we know you have not report it say 48hrs i will give it back to you. You can trust me. Yes of course no worries as it won't be reported. So what's next? Well time and place really did you want the older men they are not so handsome balding and a bit over weight but all have a good sized cock. May I ask you how big is yours. Umm well I am not that big 5" on a good day or 4.5" . Ohh well they are all bigger 2 at a thick 8" 1 at 10 but he is the thickest. Are you thick? No not really... well thats ok they will strech her out for you. You ok with that. Yes I knew they would be bigger . Ok get back to me with a date I will see what they have planned. Don't forget email that permission.
Omg it could really happen so with a hard on i sent him his permission. When I was thinking of the date and time. It dawned on me no condoms I will have to choose a safe date. I need to find out from Angie when her next safe period is.
It took me nearly a week to work it out. I had also noticed a disused small business unit with in walking distance from me. So I emailed with the best dates a friday and the possible location as I could watch through an internal window if they use the old office. My question was how to get her there she works Fridays in a quite part of town giving care to the elderly. She then has about a 10 min walk to the buss stop that drops her of nearly out side our house... Leave it with me and I will see what we can do. The next day he says he has an answer to my problem. Let's meet and finalise it so it will be next Friday.
So we meet and go over things it all seams to be very workable. I go over my worrys no hurting her no photos this is just a one off. He agrees and confirms her work address and times. He tells me he has had a look at the office and found an old mattress that he moved into the empty office so I can watch through the window. So all i need to do is say yes.. omg I am sweating nerviouse and I have the hardest hard on I have had in years. Ally is watching me and can see I nerviouse. So he calmly tells me. look you don't have to rush this take your time. Why Friday if I may ask. The change of subject was welcome so I told him Angie is not on the pill. She had some problems and the doctor told her to take a break so we use condoms.with a rye smile he tells me I am a naughty boy no condoms. I can't help but grin as I nod yes it is her safe time.. Well then what do you say ...Yes lets do it. Ok you be in the back office from 5.30 they should be there by 6 at the latest. I saw you can creep out the back so no one will know you were ever there.
So that's it all set. Just got to waite a couple of days.
I could not keep my hands of Angie all I could think about was her being fucked by some big Asian cock. I have to confess it did not help me I came far to quick I know Angie did not get anything from it. Then its Friday morning and all is set I go off to work she should be home around 6 to 6.15 ok love i will have a cup of tea ready for you.
I get into the old office and see the mattress and I go next door and check I can see through the dirty windows yes all is set. Then I hear some one comming in the back way. I turn and see a grinning Ally. Hold a big video camera. Well mate you did not think I would miss this after setting it up did you. I smile and say no I surpose not. In a way it was comforting to have him there but what about the camera? Well you said no videos and did not know if you had one ot not. So I borrowed this so you can have a record of it. Is that OK I trusted him thought of him as my friend so said yes mate thanks you have a good idea. As we stood there we heard a van pull up out side.the next thing is there is a lot of shuffling and grunting and I see them throw Angie on the mattress.
. Omg what am I doing? I should stop this but I know looking at 3 big brutes that it has gone to far. They were like animals as they literally tore her clothes of her pulling the hood of her head ripping buttons of her blouse one had a knife and cut her bra off her as they all watched her tits bounce as one pulled her knickers down and put them in his pocket. The one with the knife held it against her throat and told her this is going to happen so stop you sobbing it can be easy or hard up to you . With a evil grin he say I hope it the hard way ... just do as your told let's all have some fun and we will be gone understood so don't shout out when I pull the gag out or it will be the hard way. Ok I saw Angie nod her head yes.and he pulls the dirty rag out of her mouth.
One starts to mauling her tits and pull and twist her nipples i could see her grimace so he must have been playing with quite hard one surprised me he got down between her legs and started to lick her. She tried to shuffle away but he just pulled her to him the 3rd one with the knife had got his cock out. Bloddy hell it must have been 10" and very thick. I looked over at Ally as he was fliming it he looked at me and smiled saw my small bulge and nodded with the wank sign . So I nodded and got my little cock out as I watched my wife suck her first cock. Hearing her beg no please not that. Ok bitch you will suck it lick and swollow all my cum. No no she begged I have never done it before. He was surprised and said lies your married. No no I have never done it never. With a big grin he laughs and says well I am your first now you bite it i cut your face so bad you will be sick if you look in a mirror so be a good bitch and open your mouth. I am rubbing my cock with finger and thumb as I watch her lick and suck her first cock. I look over at Ally and see he is filming me as I watch them and wank I see he has his cock out a good thick 7 " as it sways as he smiles at me so I smile back and carry on watching them. Wow did I see her lift her bum up to meet his tounge when he lifts his head and says she is a horny bitch she is enjoying this she's leaking all over my tounge. The one on he tits pulls back and looks down and say can I gave a taste..? Stretching and he gets out of the way. Omg i can see her tits they are covered in love bites marks looks like bruises her nippels are red and look rock hard. The one getting up say bloody hell you were hungry hehe yeah let her old man see them haha.well she is quite the dirty whore is enjoying this. As she cough and spluttered as she chokes on his big cock filling her mouth that's it you fucking slut its nearly in you throat. Remember to swollow as it gets to you gag reflex I watch open mouthed as she swollows on his cock as it disappears down her throat I could see her throat expandable she gos red in the face and gasps for breath as he pulls it free well well for a virgin cock sucker you have done very well lets go again for longer this time. I see her take some deep breaths and gos for it again. Again she takes all up to his pubes and he hold in her throat for a bit longer then pulls out .telling her she now has a new trick to show her husband. No no she say he's way to small i could take it all and he won't be near My throat . He laughs and asks how small it she show him 4 fingers. They laugh as I am wanking so Ally is again videoing me.. the one licking her says I need to fuck this slut. And drops his trousers showing a nice thick 8" hear bitch take this its its twice as big than your husbands. I am amazed to see him push it over half way in one push. And to hear her cry out omg please please go slow your two big . I think he was kind as he waited a bit before pushing it home and rested again as he slowly withdrew and pushed back in. As she was moaning so the big cock pushed his in her mouth she was getting it at both ends the guy in her mouth was wanking his cock as she sucked on it. I saw his nuts tighten and he held her head as he told her to drink all and he gave a loud groan as he filled her mouth. I could see her swollowing it she did about 3 gulps. Then he pulled out and cum over her face what a load. Then laughing he wiped his cock in her hair and told she was not a virgin cock sucker any more she was a fast learner. The he pushed the one on her tits off and he took over. God when I said give her love bites dam it they were covered.her nipples were so red. The one fucking her groaning and pumping her so fast and hard when she realises he is about to cum she starts to fight and say no no dont cum in me please.... Why not I am clean ... No no I am not on the pill.. he laughed and said ohh dear what will hubby say when you drop a brown baby and gos in deep and holds it there. Yes yes he crys out take it all you white bitch. And I see balls tighten as he spurts his cum in her I have to stiffel a groan as I cum against the wall I look at Ally. Who has a big grin as he films me cumming. When I get my breath back he hands me the camera and watches and wanks. As I film them by now the one with the biggest cock is ready for round two and climbs on her as the other one pulls out I could see her gapping pussy leaking cum. Before the big one pusheshim out of the way. As he tells her now he is on is second go he will last a lot longer. She will soon be comming on his cock. Omg no please you are way to bug please don't. I see him line up his massive bell end between her pussy lips as he starts to push it in. The look on her face as her eye spring open omg we hear her say please please your to big. Hey slut you took it down your throat you sure as he'll can take it up your cunt and he gives a hard push. Just to hear her cry out. Then the last one gives his 8" normale cock to her to suck. As big cock gets into a rytham he leans over ger and I see her head go back and as she pants so the small one push it in her mouth but she can't concentrate on sucking his cock as she is being well fucked she even puts her leg up around his back trying to meet him thrust for thrust Ally come over and whispers in my ear dam Angie is one horny bitch I bet she come from this fucking. No no way I say. Well if she don't cum first I will suck your cock if she cums first you suck mine a bet. I was not sure but I felt I had to defend Angie so I said ok. And we watch just the two of them fucking he was going balls deep and all she did was give long moans with her head thrown back could see he was biting her neck. I know she is sensative there and he is really chewing on her . When he lifts up and say better then hubby eh. She pants out ohh god yes I have never felt like this please dont stop. I won't if you tell me this is not a rape no no it not a rape please please I need to cum. Then come on my cock as it fills your cunt with my baby juice. With that she cums like i have never seen her she is moaning fuck me and withering and shacking as she sobs yes yes fill me fuck me arrhgghhh and he grunt pushes home hard and holding himself in her deep as he cums we can hear her say omg I can feel you cum in me and I think she may have cum again. Ally takes the camera back and put it on the shelf under the window. See I win so now its my turn you can suck me off. I try to say no but he pushes me to the floor and wave his cock in my face. Come on you dont want to make a noise. So I end up sucking my first cock as I hear the one trying to get a blow job give up and big cock has got off her I can hear him say fuck you ruined that cunt i am going up her arse. I looked up at Ally and said let me see. He looked down and grinning said when you have finished and put his finger to his lips and said shush. So I had to suck and lick his balls. As I heard my wife beg . No no I have never done that no you can't please your to big. He said Let get you on your knees like a bitch and get some lube for you and stuffed his finger in your pussy. Saying Dam you opened her right up I could get my fist in her.. hearing but not being able to see was maddening so I had no choice but to suck harder and faster. I felt him hold my head and his cock thicken and a flood of thick cum hit the back of my throat with his cock In my mouth I had no choice but to swollow and the 2nd and 3rd shots then he pulled out and put 2 more on my face and wipes his cock in my hair I go to wipe it off but whispers no leave it. I know I cant argue so I get back to the window in time to see him ream my wife's virgin bum with 3 fingers as she moans no no please its to much. With a smile he pulls his fingers out and push his cock into her pussy hard he is balls deep straight away all Angie did was give a loud moan and mutter thank you. He kaughd and says what a du b bitch I am just lubing my cock you dirty bitch. As he pulls out and lines it up on your arse hole. No no please don't she cries as I see him push and then the head is in. She give a moan. Then I see him push and it gos in a couple if inchess he just moans and then he pushed again and he is balls deep in her arse. I cant help but wank at the sight as I see Ally videoing it and them me looking at him with his cum all over my face. Go on wipe it of with your fingers and lick them clean he whispers. I dont know why I did as he said but I just did it. As he filmed me and whispered is that your wife getting gang raped and fucked in the bum. I just nod yes as I licked my cum covered fingers. I see him pull out slowly and she moans ahhh then he pushes it home slow aghh not to fast please and this go on for a few mins and I notice her moan has changed and she is pushing back to meet him. The other one put his cock in her mouth and the horny bitch start sucking him as she is getting fucked in the arse. He starts to slap her arse come you fuck pig ride my cock and the one in her mouth pulls out and holding his bum cheeks apart back on to her face come whore lick my ring that's it get you tounge in there see him speed up and holding her hips fight he grunts as he cum in her bum she is wriggling it like like she is trying to get more in her. As he pulls out you can see her arse is open and his cum is starting to run out. So the one in her mouth says I want some so they swap. With out any effort he is deep in her arse as she moans and starts to push back on him as he fucks her bum. The other one grabs a fistful of her hair and tells her to lick him clean and pushes his dirty cock in her mouth. Ohh thats good you dirty white trash whore that lick my balls and now you can rim me as well as the other one is fucking her arse hard and fast and slapping her bum come on you dirty fuck piece of white trash cum for me as I fuck your arse. Omg she dos she dos just that. Shacking moaning and pushing back fucking her self on his cock. Fuck what a whore he moans as they pull out she flops on the mattress looking like she has passed out. . I see the one with the giant cock closing her hand bag and dropping it on the floor. Dam it what was he up to I missed that. Then they all stood over her two went and pissed on her and the last wanked all over her face. Then laughing they walked out leaving her there. Ally lent over and said see me sat night for the dvd and he left. I was there looking down at her gaping cunt and arse her piss wet hair and cum on her face the bruises and love bites on her neck and tits so many she won't be able to hide them. Then I had to get home. In case she called for help. Well I had been home for about 20 mins it was nearly 8pm and still i had not heard from her . Idid try ringing but it just went to answer phone. So I activated the tracking app we had from when our daughter was home. and it showed her still there. So I took the car and went out to find her. I heard moaning from the door way. So I crept in ,çand saw two tramps one was fucking her and I could see one had just cum in her mouth and on her face and hair a big load looking at it. I shouted what the fuck is going on hear. The one gucking her said hang on mate I am nearly there. The other one said you can go next we dont mind we found her like this covered in cum and piss and all those bites. We added a few hehe. I saw her look at me and saying help. I said that's my wife get off her now. Fuck off I am nearly there I ant had a woman in years I ain't stopping now. I could not stop from getting a hard on and with angie looking at me. She saw my little bulge and this look of disgust came in her eye. Then it saw her thrust up to meet his thrusts. The other one was watching this. And said looking at your bulge you aint a big man are you. Angie said no he's not its pathetic. Well he laughed and waite till he's finished with her she won't need your little on. I had to give my self a rub and say please get off her. It's rape you know. No no he said look she is fucking me back. He looks at her and asks her. Well whos cock do you want omg yours dont stop now and we could see her fucking him back. He sneers at me and tells to watch and learn and have a wank if I need to. As he lifts her legs up and puts them oh his shoulders and really starts to fuck her hard and fast. She is crying out yes yes fuck meeee and I see her cum as she shakes and crys out. He Pulls on her shoulders and rams it home deep and I see his balls twitch as he cums in her. The other one was right when he pulls out he is huge about the same as the big Pakistan. She give a little moan no no as he pulls free. Her pussy is gapping and I can see his cum In her pussy. As he kneels up and wipes his cock in her hair. And looks at me and laughs when he notices I have cum in my pants and they could all see the wet patch. Thanks mate and have fun and laughing they walk off. I look around trying to find her torn clothes and hand bag.. Come my love let's get you home. She hold out her hands and dos not look at me. I Help her into the car and get her home as she gets out there is a big puddle of cum straining the seat.i take her up stairs and run her a deep hot bath. As she sits on the toilet I hear the cum drip out of her. I get her in the bath and ask if she want a drink. Yes yes what do you think after what they did to me get me a large coke make it two. I get them and tell her to give me a shout when she wants to get out and I walk down stairs..it over an hour before she calls me I have heard her top up the bath and couple of times.