Was I Set Up?

My boyfriend shares me. Was I set up or did it just happen naturally?

I am Noreen. I am 31, divorced and in my sexual prime. I am naturally open about sex now a days. I have been with Ben (my boyfriend for a couple of years).

About a year ago Ben and I are at his house fucking in the living room. It is maybe 10:00 at night. I had been super horny all week as Ben and I had not seen each other for a few days. We went to dinner and flopped on the couch to binge watch a current tv show. Hands got handsy and soon enough we were naked. As was typical, we both did oral on each other. After that, Ben had me on my back on the couch. My legs were over his shoulders and he was really giving it to me good and deep. He is not huge, but he is gifted technically. As he is making me cum (for the third time) his three friends appear in the living room. I hastily told him to stop. Being in the moment of cumming, this was an impossible task. Ben was fucking me silly as his friends watched. As I came down from that orgasm and worked to my next one, I was overwhelmed with shame, horror, sexual desire, drawn to the exhibitionist feelings of the situation. As I am just about to cum, Ben stops, looks at me and says his friends want to fuck me too. Frustrated, I blurted out ‘I don’t care, they can fucked me, just make me cum now!’ With that he plowed my needy pussy until I soaked the couch. When he pulled out, his friends were all naked. Ben brought me off the couch and to me knees. They all circled me and I started to suck their cocks. My pussy had failed me. My brain had failed me. My soul had failed me. My mouth, instinctively knowing what to do (bouncing from cock to cock) had failed me too.

After 15 minutes of having four cocks shoved down my throat, they wanted to fuck me. One guy sat on the couch and I rode him. One guy took my mouth. One guy worked very hard to fuck my ass but he was too big. For the next two hours I gave every bit of my sex to these four men. I was a toy for their use. I obeyed everything they did. I was treated respectfully. I was rewarded with cum after cum. I was rewarded with multiple loads in my mouth and in my pussy. I was, in that moment, a shared slut. After we finished, I fell asleep in Ben’s room. I woke up and the guys had left.

To this moment, I am incredibly turned on by this situation. I literally have not come down from the sluttiness of it all. I feel like it was a set up, but I still don’t care. Would I do it again, without question I would.