The day my innocence was ruined

Home alone with my Teacher Aunt who ruined my Innocence.

First of all pardon me if my English feel somewhere wrong. I was 15 year old teenage boy at that time when one day my parents had to go somewhere in hurry. They left me with my aunt who was a 27 year old beautiful middile school teacher that time. I talked to her very little before. That day in the morning everything seemed normal she wake me up and prepared breakfast. Then at 10 am she asked me whether I can play ludo or not I said yeah I can play. So we started playing ludo in my room. She shut the door open saying it is very cold out there so I noded and said ok. Then after 20 to 25 mins she started behaving strangely. She asked me whether I have a GF or not ? I didn't knew how to respond to this question so I just simply looked at her and then down and smiled a bit and said no (in a very shy way) . She asked me why I am so shy and directly put her hand on my legs. I felt goosebumps across my body because I didn't experienced this feeling before. She started teasing me that I am a girl and I should wear a skirt. I was getting warmer and warmer by her tone and the things she was doing. I was wearing a short that day. I was so distracted in that moment that I didn't noticed her hands were very much inside my shorts and close to my underwear. The moment I noticed this I tried to pull her hand out but she grabbed my right hand and came very close to my face and said "I know what you need" . At this point I lost all my consciousness. She had almost succeeded that an electrician came to our house and rang the door bell. I gained some consciousness and said "Coming" and left the room without saying anything. After the electrician left the house I had two things in my mind.
1.Call my parents
2. Don't go to my room

But neither I called my parents nor I went to my room. I was feeling so tensed that I went for the bathroom.

For context:-I don't bath fully naked but in a underwear.
So that time I did the same but in this whole scene I forgot to lock the door. As I was done bathing she entered the bathroom without any knock.I frozed completely,she pushed me against the wall grabbing my neck. I was so frightened and surprised that i didn't knew what was happening with me. I was so socked that not even a single word was coming out of my mouth. I tried to say Please don't do this... But she said shhhhh shut up. Then She slided her hand into my underwear and started touching my cock. I was crying at this point but no sound was coming out of my mouth. She said I will make you a man today. She lifted me up and directly went for my bedroom where she threw me and climbed over me. That day I saw my aunt fully naked. She made me watch some porn videos. My cock was getting bigger and bigger. That was the first time I knew about sex.I felt so horny that I completely surrenderd.She gave me a pill to eat.I ate that pill in fear. Then she started sucking my dick.

Context:- I am very sensitive to tickle.

I felt so much ticking in my dick that I started kicking in random directions. She saw this and tied my legs with my shirt. She even put a cloth in my mouth so that I cannot make any noise. Then she started licking my balls and sucking my dick again. This went for about 20 minutes until I cummed for the first time in my life. She squeezed my dick which felt so uncomfortable and swallowed everything. I thought this is what she wanted but Noo !! She gave me another pill and removed the cloth from my mouth and untied me. She grabbed my head and pulled me to her vagina and made me lick that part.

Context:- I didn't knew what was happening to me but I was starting to like that feeling.

This part went for another 10 minutes. She was moaning. She was showing me porn videos continuesly. I was getting hornier and hornier minute by minute. After that I said Aunt I want to do the same in that video. She frozed for 2 seconds and gave me a smile and said now you want to become my bad boy in a very seductive way. I lost my controlled and jumped on her and started trying fucking her without my dick in her. She laughed for a moment and said "ohh my baby... not like this. She grabbed my dick and put in her. I was like an animal for straight 2 hour. she and I explored each other's body completely that day. After the effects of pills wore off. I was very tired. But she ..OmG .. she asked me to do one more time. I nodded in No she climbed over me and started kissing me again completely naked. I tried to resist but she slapped me and used her last pill I guess because she didn't used any other after this. My dick rised again without any urge.She put it in her again and made me suck her boobs.

I cummed about 6 times in that day. We were so busy that we completely forgot the lunch and dinner.. Yess it was midnight at that point. I was so exhausted so I begged her that we will do it again tomorrow so that she can leave me. She said okk but if you told anyone anything I will beat the hell out you. I said in a very exhausting way"I won't " Then she slept beside me completely naked. Her cloths were scattered evewhere in my room. I was very tired but felt very excited at that moment. Like a baby I completely surround myself with her hands and started sucking her tits before falling asleep.

Next day my parents were coming so she and I did that one more time before she left. She told me not to tell anything to anyone or she will do something bad to me. I was happy idk why so I said "I won't ".

After that she got married 1 year prior to this whole thing. She still come to our house,and she and I still look at each other but I think I won't get that treatment again since she have a daughter now.

I still want to fuck her 😫 IDK why.

But Anyway I hope that I get that same feeling once again in future