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13 and searching for answers

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A girl wondering why incest seems so normal for me and not so normal for most other people

Hi. I’m Ducky and I just turned 13 last month. I live in a small town near the middle of America. School just let out for summer vacation and as much as I’m looking forward to having the break and spending time with my friends, there is an invisible barrier between me and other girls my age.

Alot of my friends still think boys are gross. Some of them are just getting to the point where they are becoming interested in boys. It seems that none of them have even come close to being sexual or dating or anything else when it comes to boys.

I however, reached that point nearly two years ago when I lost my virginity to my brother who is 2 years older than me. When we were younger we always used to show each other out private parts and touch each other when our parents weren’t home. As we got older, the touching became more than just touching. By the time I was 11 and he was 13, we were both giving each other oral sex several times a week. I really enjoy it too. And I feel so safe and comfortable because he’s my brother and I love him.

That same year, we decided to lose our virginity to each other. Mom and dad go out at least 2 evenings a week to their golf parties and one of these evenings, it finally happened. We were both scared but we knew it was going to happen. We didn’t know how to get any condoms and believe me, we both tried. We asked our friends but had no luck. We really wanted to wait until we could be safe losing our virginity but eventually we just couldn’t wait anymore. So we did it without a condom and even though it was scary, we still have never used a condom to this very day. For the first year or so, I always insisted that he not come in me but then one day he just didn’t take it out and it felt so warm and amazing that I began insisting that he did come inside me. I’m now 13 and he’s 15 and we have been having sex for 2 years. We do love each other as brother and sister, but we are also in love with eachother.

We have ways been afraid that our parents would find out about this. We haven’t told anyone. Not a single person. I’ve been so scared to get pregnant and then find out who the father of the baby is. But at the same time, I really really want to have his babies.

This is really difficult for me to share. Even on a website like this. Especially the next part of my story.

About 5 months ago, I started having sex with my father. Somehow he found out about me and my brother and he came to talk to me about it. He wasn’t angry or upset. He was caring and understanding and just asked me to explain how it came to be this way between my brother and I. So I told him the story. He listened without interrupting and he didn’t ask very many questions when I was finished. He told me that mom didn’t know about this and that he wasn’t going to tell her either.

My dad has always been the coolest and easy going one. He’s always been very understanding and patient with me and my brother and my mom. Mom has a tendency to get mad about alot of things and so I usually have always gone to my dad when I have problems.

I was so amazed that he would be so understanding about this. I love my dad so so much.
About a week later after I had that talk with him, I had a dream one night about being with my dad the way I am with my brother. I couldn’t get it out of my head and I started to look at my dad in a different way then before.

It took me a month and a half to work up the courage to talk to him again about this subject. Mom had gone out of town with my brother on a school band trip and it was just me and Dad for several days. I explained to Dad how safe and comfortable I felt being with my brother like that and how I didn’t think I could trust any other boy the way I trust him. And I told my dad that I also feel safe and comfortable with him being my dad and how happy I was that he’s my dad instead of someone else.

Then he asked me if I was trying to to tell him that I wanted to be with him the way I am with my brother. And I said yes. I was certain that he would tell me that it just couldn’t be that way between me and him. But I was wrong… He didn’t say a word. He just picked me up and carried me to my bedroom and put me on my bed. He closed my door and sat down on the bed and undressed me.

I was already used to him seeing me without clothes on as far back as I can remember. But this was different and I was very nervous. Once I was naked, I his under the covers. He undressed and got under the covers with me.

It didn’t occur to me that he would be bigger down there than my brother. But it wasn’t too bad.
He asked me if I wanted him to use a condom and I feel like my mind went silly and blank. I simply just said no.

He laid on top of me and we kissed like boyfriend and girlfriend and then we had sex. It was incredible. It was so amazing that I forgot how nervous I was and I asked him to come inside me. He wanted to know if I was sure… And I said yes and so he came inside me.
And now I’m in love with my dad and my brother.
I told my brother what happened and he was very jealous and hurt at first. But he understands the love because he feels the same way about me.

About 6 weeks ago I began to have sex with my dad and my brother at the same time. They take turns on me and it’s so amazing. I know this is wrong of me, but I love it when they both come inside me back to back. And I know this is very very wrong of me, but I want to have both of thier babies. More than anything. I’m in love with both of them.

I wish that I could talk to someone my own age about this. Someone who understands what I’m going through. Someone who can help me understand why this seems to normal and natural to me even though I know that it’s not supposed to be normal.

My mom still doesn’t know about this and I think it’s only a matter of time until I get pregnant and she finds out. But a part of me doesn’t care if she finds out. She could leave my dad and move out and that would leave the three of us here to be together as a family.
I love my mom, but I just know what I want more than anything else in my life is to have many babies with both my brother and my father. I really want 3 babies from both of them. Oh gosh, just thinking about being pregnant with their babies makes me feel so alive and hot. Oh gosh.

So that’s my story and I hope that I can get the answers I’m looking for.

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  • Reply DaddyDan ID:1eu0gdz85l3v

    I had some encounters with my daughter back then, but would never approve to get her brothers involved. Incest is an intricate matter for sure!

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  • Reply Shis15 ID:4bn00en3fia

    I know exactly how you felt in the beginning my sister asked me to show her what my gf and I were doing so I did everything but sex then one day after school we were alone and she asked if I wanted to try sex I was so nervous I came up with an excuse we didn’t have a condom but then she hit me with I didn’t need one because she hadn’t started her period yet the first time was a disaster I sucked at it but eventually got better we slept together until I went to college as we got are own lives fast forward 20 years and my daughter and I well you can figure it out but one thing I know is she hates that she can’t talk to her friends about it

  • Reply Oldpervguy ID:2jouti1iqm

    A friend has started seeing a girl who is just turned 14 and he’s 53, she is a chavy looking little thing and so he had a party and all met her for first time..

    Her name is Nichola little brunette girl quite developed for ages tbh..

    We all drinking etc and then friend said who’s got some coke then. He said to Nichola, your going to absolutely love this..

    So he made up few lines and everyone sniffing up then he said to Nichola come on your turn so she just took note and sniffed up a line and he said and the other 2 she did and few minutes later she looked really coked up and then friend said to her.

    Get your clothes off and lay on sofa and took his cock out soon she saw it she was in back legs wide open and he started fucking her she was moaning so loudly and then after both cum she light cigarette up taking a drag and blowing smoke out as he pulled out..

    And she was just starting to sit up when another friend said where you going you fucking slag .. and he ripped his bottoms down and she looked at her boyfriend and he just looked as friend just savagely thrust hard fully inside her and was violently fucking her she was saying to boyfriend, help me, he said to his friend, Go on fucking give it her laughing and cheering.. and he then choking her shouting out I’m cumming.. and as he got up, she saw rest us all had naked and boyfriend said, here and held head back and tripped bag of coke in her nose and covers mouth forcing her to sniff up and then next cock rammed in started fucking her,, and she was now moaning out loud and then 2nd guy put his cock against pussy and started forcing in she screamed out stop FFS .. but then slipped fully inside and both thrusting she instantly grunted and threw head back screaming out shouting ohh fuck yes, so then loved it

  • Reply Ren ID:41ery97d1

    If your mom can’t take you being pregnant from you ab other and daddy that’s her problem you should be happy kee doing it

  • Reply Australia. [email protected] ID:1cn96ee27z4d

    This is just normal but a lot of people don’t talk about it as long as you’re happy just continue doing it. You will get pregnant from your brother or father and you will continue to fuck them. Just enjoy it as lots of young girls. Enjoy it as well.

  • Reply Atlas_Daddy ID:1cobugzpv4ds

    Incest is an extremely deep physical and emotional connection that just cannot be described. A sexual relationship between 2 family members should not be criticized by society, because it does not effect them. What 2 human beings do in their bedroom is THEIR business and nobody elses. They’re just people, enjoying a physical connection with each other. Let them live their lives. My daughters and I are very happy together, we contribute to society, have a great circle of friends, and just enjoy life together.

  • Reply [email protected] ID:gnrvubc08

    Great story Ducky I understand your family situation as mine was like that. But I’m Joe 43m feel free to message me
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    • Ducky ID:2atx3wsb0b

      Tha is for the advice, but I want to talk with someone my own age

  • Reply BreedingStud ID:1cyit7azkc8z

    Ducky, first off, thank you for sharing your story. I get it, familial love can be one of the strongest types of love. But at 13, you need to focus on school and getting an education before you can have their babies. Being a mother is a huge responsibility and though I don’t know you, This 28 year old wants the best for you. If you’d like to hit me up on session for advice, here is my code. 05ca9585a90894fcdbd67a63cba9090c45c86b588a501e9dee33b24fc1a03ee227

    • Ducky ID:2atx3wsb0b

      I appreciate the advice but I would prefer to talk with someone my own age

  • Reply hornio ID:7rmvd6sozj

    seriously, i genuinely don’t see why incest is a taboo at all. i only wish u can keep your relationship and i wish the best for you

    • Ducky ID:2atx3wsb0b

      Thank you so much!

  • Reply Friendly Uncle ID:55wsubpzj

    Girl, you’d better get on birth control asap! You may fantasize about getting pregnant, but it’s a BIG responsibility to have a child. Plus you family would absolutely freak out! And it’s harder to get an abortion these days.
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  • Reply Scarlett ID:322q1ybw49j

    Hey 😀 I’m 13 too! I personally don’t want to… er, fuck…my family, but I love my bro so I totally get ya:)
    Stay safe!

    • Ducky ID:2atx3wsb0b

      Thank you!

    • Scarlett ID:322q1ybw49j

      You’re welcome:) Keep on writing!

    • [email protected] ID:gnrvubc08

      Message me Scarlett I’d love to know more about your love for your brother.
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    • Ducky ID:2atx3wsb0b

      Kittenlicker- No I want to talk to someone my own age as I stated in my story.

  • Reply Nattm1898 ID:43ywvs6ia

    Please feel free to message me if you wish. My SC is nattm1898. If you would rather use something else, just let me know.

    • Ducky ID:2atx3wsb0b

      How old are you

  • Reply Nattm1898 ID:43ywvs6ia

    I would love to be someone that you could confide in. Someone you could trust and talk about everything with. If that interests you, please feel free to add me on snap @nattm1898. If you have any other platform you prefer, just let me know.

    • Ducky ID:2atx3wsb0b

      I think I will politely pass.
      I would honestly prefer to confide in someone who can answer questions…
      Questions like “how old are you?”
      But thanks anyway

    • [email protected] ID:3kfd37wp20c

      Ducky: my sister and I had a relationship. I’m 77 so lots of life experiences.

    • Nattm1898 ID:22lr1xsnhj

      @Ducky
      Sorry for the double post, I tried posting this message, and it never showed up, so I made the second one that did show up. Not sure why it did that, but oh well.
      To answer your question, I am 34. I completely understand if you still don’t wish to talk though. I’m sorry for the mixup.