I’ve Been Thinking About My Cousin And The Truth About What Really Happened That Weekend

I wrote about a few thing that has happened to me as a child and on up. As I’ve been thinking about my life and the experiences I’ve had, which are many, I have come to the conclusion I was easy because I wanted to be loved. And I think it started with my father, but then turned into sex. I somehow used sex as my way to be loved. My father fucked me at a young age. While doing so he said he needed me. He needed me to let him fuck me because he didn’t have anybody but me to love. But he meant he didn’t have anybody to fuck. He was a drinker also. You know how alcohol affects your decision making.

So, I truly think I associated love and the act of sex as one. I’m not using it as an excuse because I did it, no one made me, plus I love sex. I loved having sex with many boys and men. I had encounters with my uncles, father even my grandfather when I was very young. It just come to seem pretty much normal for these men to touch me or even more. When I was little I would let them because they were the adult. As I got older I was afraid of being hurt, physically. I was hit my a man when I tried to stop him from taking off my clothes. And, he told me he would hit me again if I tried to stop him.

I liked giving men what they wanted. I wanted to please them. I have no idea why that was so important
to me. I was taken advantage of many times. I was used by my cousin Angie when I was 10 years old.
I wrote about this earlier. Angie’s boyfriend wanted to fuck me. He heard through Angie I had been raped. He was obsessed with having her get me to go out with them so he could fuck me.

Evidently he wouldn’t talk about anything else. Like I said, she said he was obsessed about it. He said, if she loved him she would do this for him. So, to shut him up she agreed. The only problem was I lived in another state. I guess she thought it wasn’t very likely to happen. Angie was 16 and I was 10. I trusted her. I never thought she would do anything to hurt me. She lived with my grand parents. We went to visit them on a weekend and she had a date with her guy Luke. A lot of this story I found out later. But, when I was invited to go to the drive in with them. I said sure.
After the movie we left and he went he way out in the country, pulled off on to this gravel road and parked. I didn’t know why and Angie said she wanted to make out with Luke for a while before we went home.
If you want to read that story it was titled: My Cousin Helped Her Boyfriend Fuck My 10 Year Old Pussy.

In the story, I wrote that night ended with him fucking me, just that night. But that wasn’t true. I was embarrassed to tell how naive and maybe stupid I was to believe Angie again. Bottom line, he raped me and she held me down while he did. It hurt cause he was pretty big and Angie said it wouldn’t hurt after he got it all the way in. She also told me he was liked me a lot and wanted to make out with me. I was crushing on him because he was gorgeous. I always thought I was more mature than I was.

The first night was on Friday, we went to the movies. The next night she came to me and said, “I want you to go out with me and Luke again tonight, Luke wants to apologize to you.” “He’s really sorry he hurt you and wants to tell you.” Initially I said, “No.” “But, she kept on and said, ” Come on, please do this for me.” So, I gave in and said yes. He came to pick us up and Angie told me to get in the front seat first. That made me sitting in the middle. I looked at him. Oh my gosh, he’s so beautiful. At that moment I didn’t care what he did to me.

He said, “I hope you can forgive me for hurting you. I’m so sorry.” Then he said, “Your just fucking gorgeous, look at you in your pretty little skirt and top. Angie wasn’t sure where we were going but she said, ” Let’s dress up a little, you never know what Luke’s gonna wanna do.” So, she had on a skirt and blouse and I put on a skirt and blouse.

Now you have to realize he’s a predator, all he wanted was a little girls tight pussy. And, I didn’t know it then but I think my cousin was maybe one too or she just got turned watching him force fuck me. I decided this several years later when I started remembering how things happened.
He said, “We can go grab a bite to eat then we’ll decide what we can do. Okay, I thought.

After eating, it was dark now. We got in the car and he drove away from the city. My grand parents lived in the country and he drove back to the country. He went down this lane, it was dark. At the end of this lane was a house, a barn, and an old out house. There was no lights on anywhere. The only light was the moon. I looked at Angie and she looked at me. Luke turned the car off and turned the interior light on. He twisted his body around toward us and said, “I thought we could talk about what happened last night.” My stomach got very nervous.I told him I forgave him and wasn’t mad at him at all. He said, “I’m so glad because I want to fuck you some more tonight.” I said, “I don’t wanna do that again, Luke.” He said, “I love the way you say my name.” as he rubbed his hand up my leg to my pussy. I looked at Angie and she said, “Luke really likes you, so you need to let him fuck you again.” After she said that, she said, “Take off your panties.” I said, “No, Angie, I don’t want to.” Luke unzipped his pants and pulled his big hard dick out. I scooted closer to Angie thinking she would eventually protect me but she didn’t. Luke said to her, “I need to get in there, come on.” So, Angie put her arms around my arms, just like last night, holding me still so he could fuck me. Luke reached under my skirt and pulled my panties and shoes off.

I’m saying, “Angie don’t do this again.” She said, “He just gonna fuck you, he did it last night, just let him do what he wants, he really likes you.” He starts by fingering me. It stung because he fucked me a long time last night. He took my legs and spread them more then took his dick and started pushing it in me.
He starts talking. “Oh, fuck, Ang, it’s so tight, I can’t tell you how this feels.” He only got it part way in. Then he leans back and gets a camera from the dash board and takes pictures of his dick going in my pussy. He said, “Man, her pussy is so little. He pulled his dick out and snapped a picture of my pussy. Angie said, ” Don’t get any of her face” He said, “I’m not.” He puts his dick back in, snaps a few more and then pushes it all the way in. It took my breath away.

He starts fucking me and fucks me fast then hard and says, “Baby, your pussy is so good on my dick.”
It didn’t hurt like it had before. After he had been doing it a little while. Angie said, “Don’t it feel good?”
I just laid there. She said, “I know I love it when he fucks me.” She said, “Rub her clit, that should make her cum.” So he starts rubbing my little clit. It felt good. I hated I was liking it. But, I wasn’t gonna let them know.
Angie said, “When you were raped, didn’t you like that dick going in and out of your little pussy?” When she said that, Luke’s dick got huge. He said, “Oh fuck, I’m cumming.” And he did, in my pussy. I thought he would pull out and we’d go home. No, he stayed in me. He kissed Angie and told her he was in heaven and he thanked her again for getting me here.

I’m not understanding why she’s doing this to me, her own relative.
I said, “Can we go now?” Luke said, “Oh no baby, I’m gonna fuck you a bunch more times to night.” He was playing with my pussy and sliding his dick in and out in the cum. He said, “I’ll be hard again in a minute.” Then he ask me, “Is Angie gonna have to hold you down all night or can she let you go.” I said, “She can let me go.” He said, “Good, cause I want you to sit on my dick and let me fuck you that way.” He pulled out of me and sat down in the middle if the front seat. He pulled his pants down to his knees and said, “Angie, take the rest of her clothes off.” I would have said no but I knew it was useless.

Angie strips me and said, “Get up on that dick so he can fuck you.” He said, “Ang, take off your blouse and bra. I started wondering what was going on. He pulled me up on his lap and cum is running out of me. Then he holds his dick up , which is hard again, and pulls me down on it. Man, he has a big dick for my pussy. He sighs, “Oh, I can’t get over this tight little pussy.” Angie’s naked from the waste up and he pulls her over and starts sucking her tits. When he ain’t sucking on one he’s squeezing them as he’s raising me up and down on his dick.

He starts asking me questions about being raped. I didn’t want to answer him. So, then he just started saying things like, “I bet he had a hard time getting his dick in that little pussy, didn’t he?” “Was his dick as big as mine?” “I bet it was.” He said, “I wish I had been the one to rape you, baby.” “You’re so fucking tight now I probably would have cum the minute I got my dick in you.” “Did he?” I wasn’t saying anything. Angie said I always thought I wanted to be raped, but it was more like a fantasy.” He lifted me up a little and fucked me fast then pulled me down hard on his dick. It hurt. I said, ” Luke that hurts.” He said, “I know but you make me want to hurt you for some reason.” They’re kissing each other and she’s reaching for his dick as he’s pounding me with it.

Angie starts rubbing my clit and he said, “Oh yeah, make her cum on me babe.” She knew how to do it cause I did cum and I cum a lot. They were both happy. Angie said, “Didn’t that feel good?” I nodded my head yes.He’s fucking me and I’m wishing he would cum. He said, “I want you to suck my dick baby.” He pulled me off him and I said, “I don’t wanna do that” He pulled me to his face and gave me a kiss that made my legs weak. Then he looks me in the eyes and said, “Please baby, just put your mouth on it, please?” Then he pushed my head down to his dick and held it and forced it in my mouth. I started sucking.

Why did he get to me the way he did? I was mad that I gave into him. He was moaning and pumping a little. He took my hand in his and started jacking off his dick. Then he pushed my mouth down on him and cum in my mouth. I spit it out on him. I wasn’t expecting that. Angie leaned over and put it in her mouth, started sucking and he cum some more. I thought it was disgusting. He raised up and hugged Angie and whispered something to her then she said, I’ve gotta get some air, I’ll be right out here.”

He said, “Okay hon, we’ll be here.” She got out of the car and he reached for me and was rubbing my pussy and my butt. He kissed me again. He stuck his fingers in my pussy. It was full of cum and he moaned and said, “If I had you around, your little pussy would be full of cum all the time.”
Then he took his fingers out and put them in my butt. He started pushing them in and I said, “Ouch Luke, that hurts real bad.” He said, “I know baby but this is the place I’m gonna fuck next and I need to open it up a little so my dick can get in.” I was shaking my head before he was finished talking. “No.” I said.
He said, “Yeah baby, stop moving away.” Then he just rammed his two fingers in and then he was still. He said, “Just relax your butt and it’ll stop hurting so bad, be still.”

He’s moving his fingers around and in and out and it’s still hurting. He’s holding me by my waist bent over with his other fingers in my butt. He took them out stuck them in my pussy, got some cum and put them back in. He finger fucked my butt a long time. I finally could relax a little then he added another finger. Oh man it hurts again. He turned me around on my hands and knees and sticks his dick in my pussy. Ah, I think he ain’t gonna do it. Then he stuck three fingers in my butt again. He’s smearing the cum on my ass and holding me in place with his arm around my waist. He fucks me with his dick and fucks my butt with his fingers. All of a sudden he pulls his dick and removes his fingers then rams his dick in my ass. It didn’t go in but just a little. I think the head was in. Then he held me tight and just started pushing it in. I was gonna scream cause it hurt so bad but he covered my mouth and kept pushing until he got it in and then he stopped. He took his hand off my mouth and I said, “Oh Luke, get it out, get it out.” He covered my mouth again and started fucking my ass fast. I was crying into his hand. He said, “Hush baby, I just had to fuck your virgin ass.” “It’s so tight I ain’t gonna last very long.” I’m still crying and he’s fucking me fast and hard.” Angie walks up and looks in the car. She was behind him. I didn’t see her. She said, “Did you get to it in that ass babe?” He said, “Oh fuck babe, it’s unbelievable, it’s a lot tighter than yours.”

He said, “I don’t want to but I’m gonna cum.” He let go of my mouth held my hips, pushed in and grunted as he shot his load in my ass. I stopped crying and just fell weak. He’s sliding it in and out, grabs the camera snaps a picture , finally pulls it out and I hear more snapping of the camera. He said, “I got one of the cum running out.”

I said, “I wanna go home. He said in a little bit. He picked me up sat me on his lap, hugged me, then he said, “I’ll never forget you, you are special, I love you, please don’t hate me for what I did.”
Angie came and got in the car. He slid his dick in my pussy. He wasn’t real hard. He told Angie, “Make her cum Ang, she needs to go home on a good feeling.”

She reaches over and starts rubbing my clit. He’s sliding in and out of me real slow and Angie said, “Well, you had a big dick in every hole you got tonight didn’t ya?” I nodded yes. She was making my clit hard and it was feeling good. Luke said, “I’ve never fucked a pussy like yours, sweetie, it was so good.” Then be said, “Come on, cum on my dick before you go.” I’m almost there. He squeezes my butt cheeks and said, cum on my dick for me” And I did. He pushes his dick in me and said, ” What a fucking night.” I climb off and he turns the light off and said, “I hope I didn’t rum the battery down, I hope she starts.”

We got dressed. I was exhausted and still felt like I had a dick in my butt.
Luke took us home I went in and got in bed in my clothes. Angie sat out in the car with Luke. I fell asleep. I couldn’t believe my night. Angie apologized to me and told me she loved him so much that he just talked her into doing it. Well, I had my own experience with him doing the same thing with me. So, I could see her side.

We left the next day for home. My whole bottom was sore for days. I’ve often thought about Luke. J had such a crush on him. He broke up with Angie a couple of weeks after our trip down there. He only used her and me but I felt bad for her. She was heartbroken.
I never told anybody but my husband and I never saw Luke after that night.
I guess you can’t figure some people out.

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