Before being married off to my husband, my virginity was taken by my father. It was as a teaching technique and I had to learn how to stay silent, bear pain and allow myself to be used for the man’s pleasure. It’s all a part of our culture.
I’m known to be bit of a rebel so I insisted I will only get married after obtaining a degree. Was married off at 25 and It’s been three years and I’m a good and happy wife . I don’t know if the word is happy. But content because I know my husband is pleased and that’s my primary duty although there’s so much more I do.
I work hard at my office , do some yoga and some online studying daily. But when my husband comes home I must have dinner ready and spend time with him after all that’s why he married me. Because he needs a wife to take care of his needs. So I do it. Happily. Every night my husband needs to have sex. Sometimes twice. This though is not always welcome by me , I must allow it as I feel like I’m not fulfilling my duty and obligation if I refuse. So even if it’s very difficult for me I spread my legs open for him and let him penetrate me and fuck me his liking. Sometimes In the middle of the night he starts needing seconds. So as a rule I have been told not to wear panties at night and I must only wear night dresses. That way when the need arises he can lift it up and simply enter me , parting my vaginal lips and forcing his cock up my pussy and fuck me till his seed is spilled inside me. I’m not allowed to wash it or wipe it off as we have been taught that the womb was made for the deposition of a mans spillings. So I’m content allowing my body to be used , fulfilling its true purpose and being a good wife who makes my body available for my husband’s sexual pleasure regardless of how I feel. As much as some people would call it marital rape, it really doesn’t make sense to me how I can agree to marry someone which automatically says I’m giving my body over to him and then withdraw from that obligation. I don’t think it’s fair for us women to do that to our husbands. At the end of the day – men need it and that’s why they married us. So that we would be there to satisfy their sexual pleasures be there for my husband’s release. That’s how we were built and made . So allowing your self and body to be used despite the hurt, the soreness, the pain , being sleepy , sick or tired is very fulfilling