I’m despicable

I’m a big perv who has done nasty things to my cousin and she has no idea. No sex, just creepiness and confessing.

I come from a very conservative family and I grew up with my cousin’s as a big family. I’m a male and am now 24. The cousin in question is female and 3 years younger than me and ever since I was about 10 she’s was my biggest crush and that just extended to me being sexually infatuated with her. As I said we are a very conservative family so I would never approach her openly about it but the feelings have always been there. I’ve never seen her naked sadly, except for one time she was showering at my house when she was much younger and the door was open for a few seconds and I caught a glimpse but that was barely anything.

Okay let’s start from a young age when I was probably around 12 or so. I used to sneak into her room mwhen nobody was around and steal her panties from her drawer or sometimes the laundry basket and take it home with me. I would sniff them and Jack off until they’d eventually lose her smell but I’d still wear them and feel sexy about myself. This went on for years until one day my mum found my stash and I fessed up to her and she was disgusted with me and threw all of it away and warned me to never do something like this again. And I tried not to for a while. But eventually I went back to it because it was such a thrill.

Now fast forward a few years and Im around 18 or 19 and I went to stay over at my cousins’ place. I would sleep with my male cousin whenever I went to stay over and we would sometimes do some mildly gay stuff like raw anal and oral but that’s a different story lol. I’m not actually gay so that stuff didnt get me off a lot of the time, like he would blow me for very long and the only way I could get myself to cum is to think of his sister who was just in the next room all alone. One particular night I did not cum and I told him it’s fine coz I was satisfied (he came in my ass during anal which I enjoyed). On that night I couldn’t sleep coz I was horny and I was just thinking that my female cousin is just in the next room all defenceless and around 2AM I mustered up enough courage and I snuck into her room. It was a bit of a hot night so she wasn’t completely covered with her blanket and she had removed her socks. She was still fully clothed with PJs so I couldn’t see anything. Althought it was a nice opportunity to see her feet nicely … And I loved it. I was very scared to wake her so I was very cautious. I did a few things that night and don’t remember the order … But I did have my dick out and very close to her. I used her socks she had on the side of the bed to rub my dick a little, didn’t wanna cum in them coz that would leave proof of my visit. She had a water bottle and I rubbed my dick all around the rim and turned it over so my tip of dick touched the water (I hope she drank some of that water when she woke). Then I got slightly adventurous and I went to her feet. I touched her feet with my dick and I was ecstatic. I also licked it slightly but after a bit of playing there she flinched and that scare me so I stood back and just looked at her for a bit. I was too scared to move any of her clothing but I would have loved to try and get a peak of more skin or her tummy or her boobs or pussy or ass but I was scared to go too far. I went to her bathroom and took her toothbrush and lightly used it a bit and then rubbed it all over my dick so she could have some of my dick flavour in her mouth early in the morning. I don’t recall doing much else but yea that was just a very exciting time. She never said anything or acted differently to me so I’m quite sure she does not know that any of this happened.

A couple years later, maybe 2 or 3 years, her and her family wento for a holiday and they asked if me and my sister could housesit while they are gone. My sister would go to work everyday so I had the house to myself and of course my cousin’s room and her belongings. This was a first. I did quite a lot. I put on a full set of her clothes, panties, bra, sweatpants, t shirt, high heels. It felt so good. I think I jacked off while wearing all of it. I also came into one of her panties and dried it off and put it back in her cupboard in the hopes she’s wear it with my dried cum on it. I also came directly into her shampoo container and shook it up nicely afterwards .. hope she used that too. Then I did the nastiest. But this wouldn’t affect her … But I found her razor she uses in her shower and I assume it’s the one she uses for pubes and/or underarms. There were hairs on it. I licked the blade and swallowed some of her, hopefully, pubic hairs. I felt good thinking that such a private part of her being was inside me. I also rubbed my dick on as much of her belongings as I could.

But yea I still have some of her panties to this day and I feel like at this point I’ve had them longer than she has lol … So it kinda lost its essence now. But she’s moved to another city so I barely see her now. But Im so sexually infatuated with her that I would give anything to do absolutely everything with her. I would lick and kiss her body from toe to head and I’d penetrate every hole of hers and she will enjoy it and she will have our love child. I would even eat her ass and let her pee on me. Scat is a bit far … But maybe …

Anyway none of that would happen. But the rest of this story has all happened and I wonder what she would think if she knew how I felt about her. Probably disgusted but you never know. And I would never know too coz I’d never say. And if you hasn’t to hear about my mildly gay experiences with her brother Lemme know.

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