I am a sex addict: Part 1

I am full of love like no other. I have rage in me the likes you wouldn’t believe. If I can’t satisfy one I will indulge the other.

When I was 10 I started fooling around with Crystal. She was a girl in my class that lived 4 houses down from me. We taught each other the beginnings of sex. We’d French kids and touch each other. We got to the point where we’d get naked and I’d rub my dick on her pussy because neither of us knew how to really do it. Since then I have been obsessed with sex. I crave it all day. No amount ever satisfies and no amount of masturbation helps either. My first time actually penetrating a girls pussy was when I was 13. My first time penetrating a guy was when I was 15. I am bi sexual. At first it was just to satisfy my urges but now it’s just something I do.

I was an only child of a single divorced mother with a drinking problem. After my introduction to sex with Crystal, I became obsessed with sex. I was masturbating at an incredible rate. Sometimes as much as 8 times a day. I became fixated on catching my mother when she’d masturbate. I would spy on her in her room and in the shower. I’d sit outside her bedroom with the door cracked peeking thru for hours sometimes hoping to catch a glimpse of her. Even if I just could get a look at her naked that’d do.

Mom was a big woman. If I had to guess I’d say between 200 and 220lbs. She was big but I didn’t care. She was a woman and I wanted to see her doing sexual stuff.

I would snoop thru her dresser drawers. I did things like smelling her panties. I would even try them on and look at myself in the mirror. I’d wear her panties, her bras, and her lingerie. Ever since dad left us when I was 11 mom wasn’t sexually active anymore but she still had her lingerie. Apparently it was something her and my dad were really into because she had a lot of different pieces of lingerie. Silky night gowns, to skimpy lacy pieces. She even had this black see thru teddy that had holes for her nipples to stick out. When I saw that piece I lost my mind. I never imagined my mom as sexy but knowing that she wore that to turn on my dad got me so turned on.

I got more and more interested in my mom. When she was at work, I’d race home from school so I could pleasure myself. I would grab my favorite porno magazine that I found in a dumpster behind a comic book shop, go in her room and dress up in her lingerie and panties. I’d stroke my cock and pretend it was her doing it.

One day I raced home from school, did my usual routine. Threw my school books in my room and stripped off all my clothes. I pulled out this black and blue silk night gown she had and put it on. When I opened her underwear drawer to get the black silk panties I liked wearing with that night gown I was blown away by what I saw. She had 2 brand new dildos! One was still in the package! She must’ve just bought them over the weekend! The one already out of the package was a vibrator that was pretty realistic looking. I compared it next to my dick and they were similar in size. I knew had used it too! The still packaged one was just a rubber dildo with a suction cup on it so you could stick it to the wall or a chair. Except this one was huge! At least 12” and thick! Of course mom was a bigger woman so I assumed she’d need a bigger dick to get her off. Anyways, I put the vibrator away and put the panties on. As I started to slowly stroke my cock I thought about mom laying in her bed, maybe in the same night gown I’m wearing sliding that vibrator in and out of her pussy. What would she fantasize about? In my fantasy it was me! I masturbated to the fantasy of my mom masturbating to the fantasy of me fucking her all while wearing her lingerie in her bed! That’s weird I know but I didn’t care anymore.

I started experimenting with a finger or two in my butthole while in the shower not long after that. I wanted to know what it was like to have a dick in me and I knew the dildo was going to hurt so starting with a finger or two would be easier.

My fingers in my ass felt incredible! It was a bit uncomfortable at first but the feeling was quite pleasurable. I wanted to enhance my fantasy of being her fucked by me so bad that I was going to just do it! I knew I needed more time than my usual 45 minutes after school so I convinced her to let me stay home sick one day so I could have a whole day to please myself, and work up the courage to put a vibrator in my butt.

As soon as she left for work I ran to her room. I put on one of her bras. I put on a pair of her panties. Next I put on some of her comfortable sitting around the house clothes. It was a pair of sweat pants and a beat up old t shirt she always wore. I was going all in today! I put on an old Halloween wig that was lying around. It looked nothing like her hair and I don’t know where it came from but it added to the fantasy. I had absolutely no clue how to put on make up but I tried. I put on some red lipstick and some eyeliner. I tried to put on some mascara but it looked awful. Whatever I was alone and going the distance today.

Once I was all dressed up I started doing stupid house chores. Yes I did her house work. I vacuumed the living room, I did the dishes and dusted the bookshelves. I told myself it was all part of the fantasy but I think it was nerves and I was trying to work up to what was coming later.

When I was done with the half assed chores I did, I sat on the couch and watched some day time TV for an hour. Still wearing her clothes and underwear. I saw a movie on that had a nudity free soft core sex scene that got my dick hard and I knew it was time to proceed.

I went to her room, and removed the pants and T shirt. I dug thru her closet trying to find what I was looking for. I found it! A black and red lace teddy with those dangling straps that hold up the stockings. I removed the bra and panties and put the teddy on. It snapped together underneath but my dick still flopped out. I put on the black stockings that I assumed went with it and went in the bathroom. In the grand scheme of things I was but ugly but I felt so fucking sexy! I went back in her room and laid in her bed. Her sheets smelled like her and I started stroking my cock slowly. My right hand stroking and my left hand was gently playing with the black lace teddy I was wearing. I unsnapped the bottom part and pulled it up so I could cum. I shot a hot fresh batch of cum all over my stomach.

It was now the moment of truth. I was as ready as I was ever going to be. I got up, wipes of my stomach and pulled the two dildos out of her drawer. The bigger one was now out of the package and I knew it was used now! I went in the bathroom, turned on the water and ran myself a bath. Once in the water I began teasing my butthole with my fingers. I was now knuckle deep with two fingers. I stood up and stuck the bigger dildo with the suction cup to the shower wall at the same height as my cock. I got on my knees and started toying my hole some more. My other hand wrapped tightly around the base of the dildo and I stuck it in my mouth. In my head I was my mom and that cock in my mouth was mine. I sucked it like it was my cock!

My hole was relaxed now. This fantasy in all the dress up and all the extra curricular stuff had left me in a state of utter sexual relaxation. I got on all fours and put some shampoo on the tip of the vibrator. I placed it against my hole and pushed. It hurt like hell! I wasn’t going to give up. I pushed a little harder but it hurt even more. I finally gave in and told myself I was going to do it no matter how much it hurt. I pushed and it started to slide in. The pain naturally made me push back with my hole and ultimately that made it easier. The tip popped inside. I let out a loud moan that echoed thru the bathroom. “Oh wow!” followed it! It wasn’t as uncomfortable as I thought it would be. Once I turned the vibration on I went nuts! Oh my god it felt so good! I couldn’t take it much longer and I started stroking my rock hard cock. With in seconds I unleashed another batch of hot cum into the bath water. Even though I had cum I kept going with the vibrator. It was sliding in and out now with ease. I pulled it out which was an all new kind of pleasure and stuck it back in. It went in with no resistance. I then reached for the bigger non vibrating dildo. I was going to try it!

I put the tip against my stretched out hole and pushed. It popped in quickly. “Oh god!” I screamed out. I started pushing it in deeper but it was too much. I pulled it out and rolled on to my back exhausted and satisfied! I laid there in the bath, my half hard cock lay against my stomach small drops of cum still trickling out. A 12” dildo in my hand and a realistic looking vibrating dick still vibrating on the edge of the bath tub. There were strings of cum floating near my chin and I pulled a small bit out and put it in my mouth. As I got out of the tub the phone rang. It was my mom telling me she’d be home early today. Good thing I got this taken care of when I did. I showered and washed all that make up off my face, put everything back where it was and jumped in bed. I laid there expecting mom to be home soon but she hadn’t yet. I quickly grabbed one of my porn mags and rubbed another one out before she arrived.

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