My name is linsey. I was 16. I had my first job, a lifeguard. I was so excited. I have been a swimmer since I was 5 so this was a very fitting job for me. I was the youngest person working there by far. Most of the kids were in college and one was a senior in high school. I had just finished my sophomore year of high school. I didn’t know any of my coworkers except one. He was a senior when I was a freshman and swam on our schools swim team with me.
He was captain of the team. I never thought much of him. He is a big guy, very strong . he was really quiet and kept to himself most of the time. He never talked to girls on the team. He seemed to only enjoy the guys and wouldn’t give girls the time of day.
When we started working together I didn’t mind because I was happy to know someone. We started to have several shifts together and it got weird pretty quickly. He would always ask me to put sunscreen on his back. He would ask me “what’s the worst thing you’ve done?” “Do you drink?” “Do you party and stuff?” I was very weirded out but didn’t think much of it. I have always been a very trusting person.
One night we worked a closing shift together. We were short staffed that night so it was just us two closing. Once the pool cleared out we were just talking when all of a sudden he kissed me. I stepped back and just looked confused. He pulled me back in and started kissing me again more aggressively. I was trying to pull away but he would grab me tighter. I didn’t know what to do. I was 16. 5’3 and 118 pounds. He is over 6 foot, 180 pounds, and pure muscles.
I pushed his chest and tried to run to the gate to leave. I thought I didn’t care about my bag of phone, I could get them tomorrow or have someone bring them to me no big deal. Before I got to the gate he picked me up. “Not so fast” he said “we’ve got work left to do.” That’s when I knew. He picked me up like I was nothing. I was fighting and kicking and it didn’t even phase him. It was terrifying, I was very innocent. I had never seen a penis before. That’s when he raped me . Before he was done I heard the gate of the pool open and 2 college aged men walked in. I screamed. I begged for helped. It turned out they were his friends. They watched for 5 minutes before getting in and helping themselves. That night I went from an virgin to tasting cum , tearing my hymen and my butt – I didn’t know you could even put something in there , o yes 2 of them did. They brought me outside the guard hut. They put me down on the cement and continued. My back was covered in bruises and cuts.
They called me all sorts of names . They said I was “too easy.” They said some awful things that I just can’t repeat. I’m sure you can imagine the things they had me say as well.
When it was getting close to the end they brought me into the locker room. They said they were going to clean me up. They put me in the shower and washed me. They managed to continue some stuff in there as well. I had never felt so humiliated and worthless in my life. When they were all done they just sat in the locker room out of breath. I ran out. Found a towel, grabbed my phone and bag, and ran to my car.
The drive home is a total blur. I snuck into my house so that my parents wouldn’t see me. But my mom saw me She asked what was wrong but I just want to my room . She snuck in. I didn’t see her and started removing my clothes and that’s when she saw my battered body.
I told her all about what happened . I had to.
She took me the the hospital Where I had to undergo a rape exam . I had tares to both my vagina and Anal .
The guys were charged and locked up
Its been a few years now and you may ask why I posted this here ? Its to help my move on and let go .
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