No one believes you
No one believed me that I was forced to have sex.
At 19 I was a single mom and high school dropout working as a stripper to make money. I worked from 6 at night till 2 in the morning I didn’t have a boyfriend at the time all the guy’s I was meeting were perverted old men at the club where I worked. I did learn quickly the more flirting you did the more guy’s wanted lap dances and that’s where the money was.
These old men would always talk shit. I could feel their hard on when I give a private dance. I did tease I would get on my knees and make sure my mouth was right by their dick or my nibbles touched their lips. I put on a good show to make sure I got a good tip. But I could care less about them I just wanted their money nothing else.
Anyway you get regulars so you always be nice to them especially the ones who pay your rent. And you make them think they’re more than just money so they keep giving you money. But not all men know the difference between fantasy and reality.
After work I would stop at waffle house and eat with some of the girls. And we would often see guy’s we just saw at the club. I would always get my food paid for by some stupid guy. One time some guy paid for my food and walked me to my car he was a lot older so I didn’t feel unsafe with him. He was talking to me at my car but I told him I needed to go I needed to stop and get gas and pick up my son from my mom’s house before she goes to work. He told me ok but he had something for me in his truck a surprise. He parked behind waffle house in a closed store lot. I got in his truck he tried to kiss me I told him no he pulled me to him told me I made him so fucking hard he wanted to fuck me. I told him no he told me he would give me 100 dollars. I told him no I was not a hooker. He forced me on my back told me I was going to fuck him it was just a matter of if I was going to do it for free or take the 100 dollars. I told him I would scream and he hit me in the stomach I couldn’t breathe. He them pulled my shorts and panties off. Took my shirt off. Then forced himself between my legs. I felt him getting inside me nothing I could do to stop him. He was fucking me and talking very dirty to me. As I got my breath back I was scared but knew it was going to happen now I just didn’t want to get hurt after he was done. So I told it was ok just we shouldn’t take to long or someone would see us. I ask him if we could use a condom I was not on birth control. He told me he wasn’t using a condom but that he had a vasectomy. It didn’t last very long until he said he was going to cum. I felt him start to nut inside me. I was relieved it was over but still afraid he might hurt me. But he got out of the truck pulled his pants up and handed me a 100 dollar bill told me there would be a lot more of them coming my way. I didn’t said anything just got dressed. Two men whistle at us as I was getting dressed they didn’t realize I was just forced to have sex. As I walked back to my car one of them ask me how much. I started to cry I went and got my son then to my apartment took a shower and went to bed.
I quit my job there and started dancing at a different place. I missed my period hoped I was just late. But soon found out he lied I was pregnant. When I tried to tell even my mom what happened she didn’t believe me. She just said how could I not be more careful. She said she could see how I got pregnant at 16 I was young and stupid. But by now I should no how babies are made and use protection. So now I have two children to take care of.